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That's Not the Answer Virgil

WARNING SUICIDAL VIRGIL UP AHEAD TRIGGER WARNING

Virgils POV

I cant do this anymore. I can't take any more rejection. Cant take another one of Romans insults. Being in love with him hurts to much. No one will care let alone notice I'm actually gone untill it's to late. They'll never accept me. Roman will never love me back. I'm sick of it. I got the rope and made a noose and tied it to the hook in my celing I got my desk chair and stood on it. I put the noose around my neck and tightened it and kicked the chair out from under me. I was now hanging.

Roman POV

I had just finished telling Patton about my love for a certain anxious trait. He convinced me that Virgil most likely returns my feelings. So I made my way to his room and knocked....no answer .....i knocked again..... no answer so I opened the door and prepared for a yelling match about privacy and knocking. I open the door to see Virgil hanging from a noose. I fell to my knees and started to cry I'll never be able to tell him I love him. Then it hit me. I might not be to llate. He might not be gone. I grab my sword hopeful he's still alive and cut him down. He fell to the floor with a thud. And tried desperately to wake him up.

"Virgil wake up please....please wake up" he showed no signs of waking up then his eyes fluttered open and landed on me

"R-roman?"

"Virgil!" I hugged him tightly and cried tears of joy 

"why didn't you just let me die " he said quietly not hugging me back but not pushing me away

"I wanted you here" I said sincerely

"No you don't no one does I'm a disorder. I'm not one of you, I'm not a trait." He said sounding like he was holding back tears

" Hey, no Virgil. Your one of us no matter what you think we need you. Thomas needs you. I...need you Virgil" I did looking him in the eyes

"What do you mean you need me?" He asked

Virgils POV

"What do you mean you need me " I asked
Then Roman kissed me. It was amazing the way his soft lips contrasted against my chapped ones. It felt like fireworks. Everything I've imagined it to be. I pulled away for air

"Roman" I said

" Yeah Virgil?" He asked slightly out of breathe

" please don't tell the others about the whole suicide thing please" I did struggling to get the sentence out

"Only if you promise to never try again" Roman said smiling softly at me

"Promise" I did back and kissed him one more time

"I love you Virgil" he said pulling away standing up with me

" I love you to Roman" I replied holding his hand

we set off for the commen area to check up on Thomas hand in hand.