Lost to the world found in your Amore (Completed)

Scapegoat

Big thank you to all the readers....

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It was her first night and she was hell scared her heart was pounding so hard as if threatening to come of the cage of her rib wall..She was sitting on bed waiting for her groom....She was shivering in fear and drowned in sweat, tear were unstoppable ...When the man entered the room he looked very sensible and spoke to her very politely after a formal introduction and some chat he handed over some papers to her which stated being his wife she was the owner of 60 % property as well as caretaker of 40 % which he had named on his son's name which he would get only on her approval....She was shocked at his gesture and had thousands of question revolving in her mind....He told her that he had watched her and knows she is well educated to handle the property he further told her he doesn't trust anyone easily as there are people just behind his wealth....He also told her he wanted her just as a friend but in the village no one can be friends with girl therefore to get you here from your parents house i had to marry you.....buying you was much easier but that would ruin your respect which i would never want....I just want you to be happy....

Swara didn't know what to reply she was shocked,confused at the revelations but as the stranger was better then her own loved ones.....She liked his humble gesture behind his rough tone...Her respect for him was at the peak....Also he trusted her so much which even her own family didn't show on her......She decided to go with the fate....Signed the document without reading further....Days passed on and she started becoming confident under her husbands guidance though he never imposed any restrictions on her he was kind a strict with abiding tradition therefore inspite of being topper in her board exam she wasn't allowed to study further and had to be in ghunghat she was not allowed out of house much.....He taught her about family life and handling household....he never touched her nor she tried to go close to him because she was happy with the equation as it is and turn of events made her rely on a stranger without any fears....They slept in different rooms..........Still she in all this kept the cute maheshwari alive.....managed to get magazines in which young maheshwari adorned the front page as usual...One of such magazine gave her the news that young maheshwari is currently in london completing his medical.....Though now she had kinda gave up hope of ever meeting him but still his thoughts made her happy... The pendant still shone on her neck with her mangalsutra......6 months were like bliss her parents many time interfered and tried to make her life hell and still she was scared of them....Her husband never allowed them near her she was very happy now and thanked god thinking life cannot be better.......

Her new household had given her access and knowledge of many gadgets like TV, fridge, Stereo FM and also mobile but she had just seen it as it was of her husband  no one was allowed to touch it.She was in her world humming her favourite rain song which was sometime back being played on FM.

It was raining outside and she loved rains a lot the earthy smell always made her crazy and it was one of those beautiful day making her crazy. She was in kitchen making hot pakoras for evening snack, busy in her thought singing.

Rim jhim gire sawan
Sulag sulag jaaye man
Bheege aaj is mausam mein
Lagi kaisi yeh agan..

Rim jhim gire sawan
Sulag sulag jaaye man
Bheege aaj is mausam mein
Lagi kaisi yeh agan
La la la la la la la..

Pehle bhi yun to barse the baadal ( first also it has rained similarly)
Pehle bhi yun to bheega tha aanchal (Even my cloth got wet before also in rain)
La la la.. la la la la.. la la la..

Pehle bhi yun to barse the baadal 
Pehle bhi yun to bheega tha aanchal
Ab ke kyun sajan (What's new darling)
Sulag sulag jaaye man (Why my heart is having this new feeling of burning in the heart)
Bheege aaj is mausam mein
Lagi kaisi yeh agan
La la la la la la la..