Lost to the world found in your Amore (Completed)

Reason to live

This note is for my silent readers and everyone who drops by...Thanks for the love even if its a single person who reads it i will keep on writing for you....Special thanks to the special 2 reader who voted me today my motivation is high just because of you....Found a silent friend in new world of writing...thank you everyone...Do give suggestions for improving....Love you alll

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Swara in present :

she was feeling pained seeing sanskar in so much pain still trying to act normal

Sanskar : Shona, Can i please sleep in your lap?

Without any further discussion bolted the door, moved and sat near him and cautiously helped him to keep his head in her lap and started caressing his hairs....She was happy hearing him calling her shona after longtime.......She found his body slightly shivering but before thinking she heard him speak to her

Sanskar : Please move on shona, Get a life for yourself....we both know i won't survive

Swara : (shocked) Sanskar not single word...If its about death i'll die with you and if its life i will live with you....If question is about existence then you are the reason for it...you will be absolutely fine....

Sanskar : I know my condition i'm a doctor dear. Nothing is gonna improve its been deteriorated to the worst in two years. Why you wanna keep false hope...

(He was in pain and his voice was breaking she wanted to stop him but knew he was very admant)

Swara : you want to kill me "kill me" once and for all but don't push me to bear this torture

Sanskar : I just want you to live your life, be happy,smile, get back the lively swara...

Swara : Shayad tum yeh bhul gaye ho ki woh zinda dil ladki swara nahin shona thi sanskar ki princess (I think you forgot that girl full of life was shona and not swara....shona sanskars princess)....main mar gayi hoti par meri saansein tumse judi thi isliye lash bankar hi sahi is duniya main rahi (i would have died but my breath were tied with you therefore i am still in this world like a deadbody)....Dhadkane ruk hi gayi hoti jis din tumhari maut ki khabar aayi par mera dil toh tumhare pass tha isliye jee gayi( my heart beat would have stopped the day i got the news of your death but no my heart was with you therefore i still survived)...

Sanskar : Princess, Yeh zindagi nahin hain tumne kaid kar rakha hain apne aapko humari yaadon mein( swara this is not life you have imprisoned yourself in our past)

Swara : wahi meri zindagi hain (Those are my life) I can't breath without thinking about you i can't sleep without your dream....I don't have anything or anyone in my life except you.

Sanskar was trying his best to convince her but his health and breath were not permissing he started breathing heavily and his body was shivering she held him tight on to herself and started speaking in his ears....She knew its more because of his overpowering drug withdrawal symptoms she was determined to get him back healthy....

Swara : I am alive just because of the intuition that you were alive and breathing somewhere....I live just for you if this motive ends i will die....

Sanskar : (teary eyes broken voice) : You can't di...e till ti... i am alive and nor even after my death you have live fullfill.....

he was now unable to talk she was trying to calm him....His body was craving for drugs though not with his will but those animals had made him addicted injecting him daily....He can't control his cravings he was sweating profusely,shivering,he was in dire pain...She gave him mild dose but still his body needed more as he was continuously drugged for 2 years....He was made slave to drugs....She was trying to make him feel wanted and trying to make him believe his life was very precious it indeed was,as he was her life.....