All this time, I'm wondering
All this time, did I lack of something?
Or... did I do something wrong?
That my heart is just into believing
there is still a chance of saving 'us'
That it beats, and it beats, and it makes a song
A song that's so broken, it's always out of tune
And it repeatedly plays the same misfortune.
Days pass and it goes harder and harder
For I hoped because I see in your eyes you were uncertain
But I see you leaving
I hear your footsteps fading
And now I see these footmarks you have left, can I bargain?
These.. are these for me to painfully remember,
To make me feel this pain over and over again?
To see me being miserable and grieving,
To hear me crying,
And now I want to erase all these memories you have left, can I bargain?
How... How can you do this to me?
How can you cause so much pain,
when all I did was to love you desperately
All... All I did, but what did I gain?
You broke me, you hurt me, like you slowly kill me without mercy.
Love...
It is all I really want, it is all that I want
But nothing was ever given
my efforts didn't even count
It is only me who had fallen
And now you turned your back
When all I have shown you were the facts
And suddenly I have known
I am always on my own
And you're not in my possession.
