P.S Mend my Broken Heart [COMPLETED]

Third: Eye Opener

^Ate Lorraine (Blueballoon19). This one's for you. You're one of my idols here :) Hope you'll like it. 

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September 20, 20**

Paper, 

Sh*t. I'm crying now paper. It sucks. Do you know what happened? Here. Lemme tell you. I was on my way here at the bench when suddenly I bumped into someone. And hell. Of all people, why does it need to be HIM? Yeah. That big fat JERK! Our eyes met. We gazed at each other for about a couple of minutes or so. We were in that scenario when a girl approached him and gave a peck on his cheek. I was shock seeing that and so with him. But then he managed to smile at the girl and held her hand. He slowly pulled her close to him. And then the fuck. He even smiled at me and said "Hey, it's been a while since the last time I saw you. So how are you?" I just smiled. I knew my eyes were getting teary then. Tangin@ niya. Bakit parang wala lang sakaniya kung anuman ang nangyari sa amin noon? Bakit parang walang nangyari para kumustahin niya lang ako ng ganoon?  "Oh. And by the way, this is Lizelle, my girlfriend". I was shocked and definitely got hurt upon hearing what he said.Sh*t, tears please don't betray me now... That's what I'm telling myself while Lizelle, his girlfriend extends her hand on me. "Hi, I'm lizelle and you are?" she said as she reached my hand. Ghad, she' looks so perfect and vey timid as well. I smiled at her. Fake one ofcourse. "H-hi. I'm Max.Maxene. By the w-way, I have to go..." upon saying those words, I ran as fast as I could. Hindi ko na nagawa pang hintayin kung anuman ang sasabihin nila. I didn't even managed to see how happy they were being together. Kasi, ang s-sakit sakit na....

"... this is Lizelle, my girlfriend", that statement keeps on replaying on my mind. Bakit ang bilis para sa kaniya lahat? Why did he broke my heart? Wala lang ba talaga ako para sakaniya? Am I not enough? Sana hindi nalang niya ako pinaasa. Para sana, hindi na ako nasasaktan pa.

Now, it seems clear to me the reason why he'd left me. He left me for another woman. 

Naiinis na ako!!!! Sa lahat. Lalo na sa sarili ko. Bakit ba kasi hindi ako nagtira ng para sa akin? At bakit hindi ko matanggap na iniwan na niya ako? Geeeeeees.

Maybe, this is a wake up call. I need to open my eyes and realize that he's not the one for me. And sad to say, we're not meant to be. 

Hey paper.... I know it's kinda absurd but I'm begging you! Pls. come in a hurry and save me... Save me from this pain. Please be the rainbow after this rain.

I'll be waiting for you...

Till we meet again, 

~PEN

P.S

Pls. mend my heart whose broken.

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