13 Reasons Why & More

All of the Emotions

     So once I made it to school the day everyone fought out about the Hannah's death. Everyone one looked like they had been crying the night before, their eyes were all red and puffy. I even saw Justin looked sad, but I doubt it was actually about Hannah's death, he was probably just unhappy because he knew he was apart of the reason Hannah killed herself.

        I couldn't even handle being at Liberty High School that day, seeing her locker,  and see the memorial that they made for her. If anyone actually knew handle they would know that roses were Hannah's least favorite flowers. Once I decided I wouldn't make it through the whole day, I left right before the bell for first period rung.

    I walked into the parking lot, and walked to my car. I was just getting my keys out of my purse until I bumped into a muscular figure. I looked up and seen Zach, we never really talked before but he's normally around Jessica and Justin and the rest of their little clique. When I crashed into him it caused me to drop my keys. We made eye contact as we both were trying to reach down to pick up my car keys.

       "Hey, Addison right? You're Jessica's little sister." He smiles softly handing me my keys. "Yeah, that's me...the one and only, never really thought you notice me or anything." I spoke softly. "And why would you think that, I notice a lot of pretty girls around, and your face really sticks out," I looked shocked when he said "'My face really sticks out..." He stopped once he noticed my eyes were starting to water up, "....Addison I didn't mean it like that, I meant even though the other girls here are pretty you're gorgeous, I'm sorry I tend to mess up everything, really hope I see your around, maybe you should come hang out with us at Bryce's house." I looked at him kind of confused because he was talking like really fast, but I still understood him.

    After that weird occasion that happen between Zach and I, this would be the type of stuff I'll call Hannah about and we'll talk for hours about it. But I noticed that would never happen again because my best friend is gone now. I chose to go home, since my parents are out of town, I sat in bed all day watching Netflix, crying, and looking at my phone light up with multiple texts.

I knew the texts I was receiving were mostly from Jessica, so I finally decided to read them, and she was asking if I was okay, and telling me that Zach told her about me leaving school early, and looking very depressed and stuff. I called Jessica and told her everything was okay, and she does not need to be worried about me. But as I was going through other messages I noticed a texted from Clay.

I was looking a little shocked when I seen the text from Clay, we haven't really talk to each other, only time we talk to each other is when all three of us where together, Clay, Hannah, and I. But I when I read the text I was puzzled, because I didn't know what he was talking about, he kept going on about tapes, and how Hannah explained things. So I decided to just stop by his house and see what he was going on about.