13 Reasons Why & More

The Explanations

Once I arrived at Clay's house, his mom answered the door. I smiled softly and said, "Hey Mrs.Jensen, how are you? Is Clay home?" She started to speak until Clay rushed down stairs, and walked pass his mother and walked outside and shut the door. I looked at him confused and slightly whispered yelled, "What the hell is wrong with you, you look like crap, and what you did was kind of rude." He just stood there and looked at me, I guess he was waiting for an explanation. So I opened my mouth to begin to speak, "Clay you're the last one to receive the tapes, and I'm pretty sure you're like really behind, because Tony told me yesterday how he saw you in the park the other night."

He looked at me like he was confused, l knew I shouldn't be there, and I shouldn't tell him what happens on the tapes, but he just looked like a cute little lost puppy. It was hard not to look in those ocean blue eyes, I remember how Hannah went on and on about him, she really like him. But I never knew if it was like a friend, or maybe a little more than that. I decided just to leave Clay alone, and let him think and actually finish the tapes.

It was kind of funny how both Alex and I finished the tapes in one night. We even had enough time to re-listen to them. I chose to go to Bryce house, why because I know that's where my sister is and she'll be there with Justin and the rest of the idiotic jocks. But the best part of going there is I will see Zach. It took me about 30 minutes to arrive at Bryce's house, it is so freakin huge.

I knocked on the door, only to be greeted by a drunk Bryce. He started to speak his breathe reeked of alcohol, "Hey Addison, happy to see you can finally make it to one of my great gatherings." He slurred, I rolled my eyes at him, and walked pass him and walked into the backyard where everyone else was. I spoke to everyone as I passed them, I finally spotted Jessica, I hugged her tightly, I saw a small smile appear on her face. She let go of me slowly, and went back to sitting in Justin's lap. Jessica was always with Justin, and it seems like she never has time for her know sister.

Once I noticed Jessica wasn't worried about me, I went inside the house, and went into the kitchen and grabbed a couple beers and sat in the living room. I turned on the TV, and started to watch my favorite movie White Chicks. It's the most funniest movie, and always puts me in a good mood. I guess I didn't hear anyone walk inside because next thing I noticed Alex walks in, and hugs me tightly. Alex knows how I feel about everything that has been going on.

We just sit there for a while, the movie went off like 30 minutes ago. He just let me sit there crying into his chest without even asking any questions. I look up slowly at Alex and kissed his cheek and spoke softly, "Thanks for everything Alex, you're the best." I ruffle his hair slightly and hug him tightly.

I woke up from a deep sleep, it was dark out and it was dark inside the house. I looked around, I guess Alex left, I got off the sofa, and walked outside. All of the same people were here except Alex. I walked into the pool house, and looked at everyone who was inside, no one heard me walk in. Everyone was playing cards, then Bryce turned around and spotted me, causing all of the attention to go on me. I blushed when I saw Zach look at me, I've always had a crush on him. I hope it's not noticeable.

He motioned for me to come over to him, I slowly walked over to him. He opened his mouth to say something until, Bryce had to open his stupid mouth. I looked in Bryce's direct I glared at him, I remember at one point Bryce and I were actually friends until something happen. I turned on my heels, and chose to leave, because I was not going to deal with Bryce and his bullshit tonight.

I was walking to my car, and I noticed someone laying on top of my car. I was about to flip out, until I walked closer to see it was only Alex. "Why the hell are you laying on top of my car Alex?" I spoke while I was climbing on top of the car's roof. He turned his head to look at me and spoke softly, "It's so beautiful out here tonight, the stars are so bright, and I even have my gorgeous best friend next to me on top her expensive ass car." We both laugh slightly, and turn our heads to look back at the stars.

Alex decided he will be spending the weekend at my house. He already knew Jessica would not be coming home anytime soon, and he didn't want me to be in the house by myself. He really acts like he's my father or something, but you got to love him. I noticed he was in the kitchen, he was over the stove. I walked over to him, saw he was cooking, I stuck my hand inside the pot and starting to eat the scrumptious streak he was looking. I kept looking back and forth between him and the steak with shock in my eye and spoke with excitement in my voice, "Oh My Goodness, Alex where did you learn how to cook like his, it's amazing!" He turned facing me and smiled softly and said, "When I was younger I would always be in the kitchen with my mom when she was cooking and I would help out." We both looked at each other and smiled widely, and then laughed like two little kids, I placed a sloppy kiss on his cheek, it left a big blob of lipstick on his face. It took him forever to get it off his face, and it even made us laugh more. Once we were done eating, we went to the living room and watching some cartoons for the rest of the night until we both fell asleep on the sofa.