As you read this title I bet you're thinking "what"?No I don't mean like sitting in the back of a car or classroom but more of watching how things go.In a way like a background character.Its not always bad but sometimes you get tired of it being the only one feeling useless or just lonely .Because all you can do is watch and can't speak out.either because your sacred of rejection or disappointment.That how I feel of course I tell you later why but as for now I tell you this .As years go on I start to feel like I'm to far away to speak or I'm no longer close enough to reach out.But I do have friends to help.But as for how long I don't know.guess one can never really find out.well see you guys soon