u.

The memories.

They all catch me..back,they attack me,with the feeling,of i wasnt enough for u,i should've tried harder,should've fought more,should gave u more.It was all funs and games ,thats what it probably seemed to u.We would both be childish...i would take alot of screenshots of u,and u would back everytime we video chatted,i still have them saved..idk why i do,just to ig remember us,how it used to be and how it will never be again.U know i took them,and saved them caused i loved every pic of u that smile of urs ,i fell for every time.Ik for sure everyday is gona feel so different,weird,cause i was so used to,textin u everyday,in school and out...and callin u everytime u came out of school.But now i cant do that no more,now ur textin her,u love her,u fell for someone else,and that isnt me,and i really wish it was..cause i loved u dearly,and well keep loving u...all my heart .I dont quite understand how or why,i thought u loved me too,i thought u had feelings for me,like how could u not catch feelings?talkin to someone everyday,and callin them everyday?stayin up late togther..and callin each other nicknames?like ig my fault,i hurt my own self,by riskin it all,riskin bien hurt again.And thats how i am now hurt...but really not suprised,im used to the lies,and the games and tricks.

ig u stayed longer,cause i was the only one there for u when u needed it,i helped u at ur worst times,ur saddest times,when noyone else had time to help u.But idk why u just leave,ur leavin someone who was there for u all the time for someone who never was.u confuse me..u tricked me and confused me,u lost me ok.