Theories U Probably Won't Remember

AN ILL SOCIETY IN A PRICELESS WORLD

{ When i am with you there's no place I'd rather be }
I find it relaxing writing down my thoughts. It's like i feel heard and respected. I feel like all this overthinking won't just go. I feel like i came out with something out of all this chaos. These days our lifestyles are a mess. That's why i wrote these lines. I felt the need. But after all this is probably one of these nonsense theories you probably won't remember. We are facing a lot of issues in our society. But I'll be talking about the closest ones to me : the ones at school. Us -girls- are always seeing ppl on social media getting the latest trends and wearing, saying and doing whatever they like. Us when we dream about the same, we turn into our society to be slapped with judgments in the face. We can't do a thing about it, and we are just standing there as the ones who dream foolish as we may seem. You can also find the metalheads. Something society needs to understand : metal is not something against religion. I mean you can listen to music without stopping being a believer. They may like the rythme or the lyrics or idk what. It is none of your business. When ppl see someone who committed suicide nd who used to listen to metal and rock, they'll say it's because of this weird music that is hunting them. But can't it be because of your rude remarks? Because of your nonsense prejudging over a taste of music or clothing. They are slapped too. And they are sitting there being the indifferent bad ones. So is the case of the rich ones. Society looks from an greedy eye or from an envious one. They are "too lucky". We still can mention the talented ones. Few may rise but the majority is dying. Being talented only brings you envy or some of these "great you are talented". We don't value such magic. It may be because of our dead souls. But let me ask you something. Why are we always looking for a cure outside while we can make it ourselves? We are facing such problems because no one is doing his best to make it a better place. We all became indifferent about how good we can be. And it is so sad. We lost our humanity and joy. Am writing this with tears because i wanna be optimistic. I wanna dream big, work hard, stay up all night for more joy and revival. But i am afraid. I am afraid of society. It all freaks me out. Cuz optimism won't pay. Why? Cuz we are always sticking into to theory of "US versus THEM" the ones who already achieved our goals. We chose to underestimate ourselves and see "THEM" through artificial filters of who we think they are. We are always contributing the image of the Power and smartness to them while we chose ourselves the weakness and uselessness. Cuz there is a voice inside that keeps saying -dont do it you wont make it- But what males me sad is that at the very end we all remain the same with the same power and the same abilities. The difference is in our confidence nd how much we do believe in ourselves. By believing in such banalities we have chosen smallness over greatness and minimized our own potential. We -teenagers- are always claimed as the "too young ones". We are growing being the ones that can't understand while the real cure remains in our hearts. We can be the change. We can heal it all. All we have to believe in is that we CAN. And it will all change. It will be the theory of us with them. We will benefit from their experiences. We will grow greater. Optimism is all we need. We need higher vibes. You need a motivation. And i would like to talk about mine. Family first, cuz no matter what they've ever said, they didn't and won't leave me alone as long as they can. But also, there is these supernatural bestfriends i would like to call siblings. They are 8 and they are precious. There is the best part of me -yosr-, my copper soul -zeyneb-, my hero -ranym-, my angel -khaoula-, my potato -tasnime-, my older sis -salma-, the best bro in the whole world -amen- and my gifted weirdo -yasmine-. They give me this kind of moments when i look at myself and say I CAN DO IT. With the best part of me and my copper soul, we wrote each other letters and read it at the same time. And trust me. The tears runnin down my cheeks, the sun warmin the room, speakers with VIDEO GAMES, all i did was crying and thanking god. Hugging them was priceless. I would have died there, nd it would have been okay. Also there are these moments when with my potato nd my older sis, we keep talkin about random thoughts. I feel home. Nd i do have boosters too, from my gifted weirdo nd my precious angel. My siblings do healing too, specially my hero. And how can i forget the best brother in this whole universe, my makloub chawarma bzeyd mayo as he loves to call himself. He is my glowin star in the scary night. He makes me feel protected and safe. So , my siblings, if one of you ever gets to read this, i want you to know that you are the reason why i wanna grow greater and aim higher. You are my motivation and my everything. Thank you for being the spice that made my life worth living. Cuz you are worth living, you are worth everything. You deserve it all. And i want you, my all, to never trust a mirror. A mirror can't capture your magic. A mirror can't show you how you act everyday. A mirror can't reveal why am in love with every little thing about you. A mirror will never do. But my eyes do. Cuz i see through you. I see how rare you are. Thank you for being my motivation. ILYSFM 💙 If everybody gets invested in something as much as i am in your personalities, the world will definitely be a better place.