Rejected By My Best Friend (Watty Awards 2012)

Chapter 3: Heart Wrenching Sorrow

Chapter 3: Heart Wrenching Sorrow

I awoke the next morning planning to go on a run. I wasn't always a small wolf, and I think it's because of my rejection that I became so small. I took of in the wind flying through the tree's when I sensed someone else's presence.All around me wolves were closing in on me and my wolf was scared. They were circling me as if they wanted to capture me. So I did the only thing I could do I ran far away right into a man who made me tremble in fear.

"Nice little wolfie. Did you lose your mommy and daddy?" he asked me looking at me smugly.

I whined and shook my head. The man was very scary and he had take out a tranquiler dart and was trying to get me with it. I whined again and howled loudly trying to scare him, but that didnt work. So I backed up into a tree and thought he'd get me when a huge red and blue wolf jumped in front of me. The wolf bit the man. And growled menacingly.

"Ow," the man screamed loudly.

The man looked at us and tried to come near me again, but the wolf snapped his jaws at him and growled again. The man looked like he was about to piss his pants and ran away. It was as if the devil himself was after him.

Once he was gone I looked at my wolf and was glad to see that he wasn't injured. The wolf looked at me and whined. I think he wanted me to shift. I shook my head I was too scared. He seemed to sense I was scared and just curled up to me. Whining sadly as he did like he felt my pain.

We stayed like that for an hour just cuddled up. When he suddenly jumped up and licked my face and darted to the trees. He wanted to play. I chased after him and tackled him down. He looked startled for a moment and then grinned. I laughed at him and darted away. We played like that for a long time and I felt safe. He was like a friend who I longed to be with, but we could only be together as wolves.

Then a howl went through the air. It meant danger was near. The wolf looked at me and started to nudge me trying to make me follow him. I then realized something my wolf was trying to take me back to the pack grounds. I couldn't there were other wolves there I couldn't let anyone see me, especially not Zae. So I ran I didn't want others to see me in wolf form it felt dangerous for some reason.

I ran for miles until I was certain that I was too far away from other wolves and shifted back into my human form. I was right by a lake when I shifted and was luckily fully clothed most were's can't master the art of shifting and keeping your clothes on instead of them disappearing. I then started to sing my song A Mourning Heart I wrote it shorty after Zae rejected me. It spokenof the feelings that couldn't tell anyone else and helped me to get over my pain. It was a sad song that took all of my sorrow and poured it directly Ito the song.

Mystery Wolf POV

I wonder who that cub was her coloring was strange, and she seemed so young. The howls were sounding from everywhere and I suddenly became worried. I chased after her in the direction that the little cub had run, but I couldn't find her anywhere.

Instead I found Alpha Lightning singing a song. So I just listened.

"We have known each other for ever,

You were my only friend,

I loved you more then anything,

But you were just pretending.

You were as sneaky as a fox,

Before I knew it I fell for you,

Then you tore my heart in two,

I wish we could just go back,

But I know for a fact,

We never will for you forgot me.

Why couldn't you accept me,

Rejection on my birthday was painful,

You were everything to me.

I thought we knew everything about each other,

Yet you lied to me about who you were,

You could of cared less,

You stomped on my heart.

Now I see you again and wish we never were apart,

Please just recognize me,

Please just accept me for me,

I know I'm not beautiful,

I know I'm a pain,

Yet I wish for you everyday of my life.

Come back to me,

Let me see,

Why I was rejected,

Tell me why you broke my heart,

After protecting me from those who hurt me,

Just tell me now,

Let me hear you say it.

I miss you now,

I wish I was in your arms tonight,

You looked at me once with kindness,

Then with disgust,

Now you don't even know who I am,

You'd probably let me rust.

I don't want much,

All I need is your forgiveness for whatever I did wrong,

I just need to feel you in my arms,

You will always be my only love,

But you can't even see me in front of you.

I'm sorry for before I shouldn't have just left,

Even if you rejected me I should have said goodbye,

Now you'll never know how I truly feel."

She howled a painful howl after words and it stung my soul. Who had hurt this beautiful girl so much that she would sing such a heart wrenching song. I couldn't understand it. I guess being rejected hurts a lot.

I watched her longer and could see the sobs shaking her entire body. She looked so pitiful and yet eerily beautiful at the same time.

She had long Silver, Red, and Black hair all natural, and rainbow colored eyes. Her hair was a mess right now and her eyes glistened with her tears.

I just wanted to shift right then and there and pull her into my arms, hug her and never let her go. My wolf was howling in pain inside my heart and I felt like my soul was wrenching in two. Please make it stop. If I ever find out who did this to her I will rip him into pieces. It felt the same as when Rivia left me although she was a human it still hurt because I loved her so much. I wonder if she is even still alive.

Knowing that if I stayed any longer I'd be discovered I ran back to the pack house. If I had looked back I would have discovered that Alpha Lightning was my little wolf, but I didn't. I just kept running until I was in my room.

"Zae the elders are calling everyone," Bilan called through the door.

"I'll be right there," I shouted back right after I shifted. Maybe I'd be able to see my little wolf pup again I smiled at that thought and left my room for the meeting.