Trapped in this never ending cycle
With reasons going back and forth in recycle
Fought a fight I thought I won
Self confindence with purpose was secured and done
But look where I am, back at the place where I left
You still mangle me like a puppet with no choice to progress
While its not out of hate, and its not out of betrayal
But its the things you represent, your ever move its portrayal
Its not fair for me to choose what I have to do
Either stay and hurt forever or leave a promise to never follow through
Each day my heart and brain fights
One stays logical and the other follows emotion's sight
You're a blessing, you're a sin, you're a beauty, and you're a burden
I wanna stay, I wanna leave, my sight seems to ever stay blurred in
I count down the days till I leave for the next step in life
Hoping that maybe this distance can set things back to right
I pray for that, I beg for that, I honestly want nothing more
I'm tired of whats broken and tired of feeling chained to the floor
I'm my own person, I live and breath like everybody else
Happiness should be well deserved to someone who cares more than just himself
So dont feel bad or aim the blame to your already filled plate
I promise one day to make your life stress free and eliminate the problems you face of self hate
While for now I dont know if that means friends or something more
But I only hope the future we both share is filled of endless memories to store.
Written on April 6th, 2017
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