I woke up because I never closed the Blinds last night. I picked up my Phone and checked the time. It was only 10am.
I got up and got ready to go down for Breakfast and see what my hours were for Monday, Today is only Friday,but I need to get New Clothes for work.We have to wear all black,just what I like! After Breakfast I'll text Niall and see if he is around,I really hope he is, I need to talk to someone about this. I don't want to have another bad dream like last night. It was the first time in about 4 Months since I had one last. I don't want to have them again. I can't, I can't go back there. I won't.
I just texted Niall to see if he was around and he was,we are meeting at Starbucks in Half an hour. I better get myself ready! He told me that he need to tell me something, I'm kind of scared if I'm honest. I really hope I'm not after been catfished. I would have a panic attack,there and then.
After my Panic Attack I would Kick the shit out of the person. No matter who they are.
**AT STARBUCKS**
Listen to 'How Long Will I Love You By Ellie Golding' while reading this part. I Cried.
I walked into Starbucks and it was Empty,Well there was 1 Person.He was Beautiful. He had Blond Hair and Big Blue eyes. He was Perfect.
I gave Niall a text to say I was here and the blond fella's phone went off and he stood up and walked towards me, I swear my stomach did backflips.
Next thing I heard 'Chloe it's you,Oh my god it's really you!'
Niall is that really you;I asked shocked! I couldn't get over how he was standing right in front of me, I never thought it was going to happen!
I'm so shocked I cant talk,I dont no what to say. Niall ask's me an I alright. I just nod. He goes and oders 2 coffee's.(idk what they sell,never been)
After about 10 minutes I came around and started talking. I said sorry for the way I acted that I was just in shocked, He asked what am I doing here adn how long am I staying. Lets just say that He cried when I said I was staying for good,Hopefully.
Now It's Nialls turn to tell me his big new. I haven't been this scared since my teacher gave out to me,that bitch is crazy!
The words 'I'm in a famous boy band called One Direction' left his mouth. I honestly don't no what to say, what should I say?
I think I went into shock mode again, because all I heard was Niall saying 'Chloe please please say something'.
I felt so sorry, I just left him haning! I'm such a bitch! Fuck Sake Chloe you always do this.
Niall said 'No matter what Happens, your mind Princess,nothing will change that,nothing will come between You&I, Not even the gods above.'
I don't think I've ever cried so much in all of my life, Niall just said the cutest thing anybody has ever said to me. I think I've really falling for him.
I asked Niall what will happen now? He will have to go on tour,The Fans won't be happy. Will Management even let us date? What will the other boys say?
I don't really care what the Fan's say. If they really loved Niall as much as they say they do,they will be happy for him. They can abuse me all they want, its not like I didn't get abuse before. Words dont hurt me anymore. Not after what happened.
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Sorry I didn't update until now:/ I was busy and tired:/ I'll try update again tomorrow :)
I'm going to watch This Is Us,Dear John and The Notebook, then cry myself to sleep becase I'll never meet Niall and have a realtionship with him *sigh* (sadface) (cryface)
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