Burning Roses. ( Aaron Carpenter and Cameron Dallas fan fiction)

Chapter 9

Paige's P.O.V

It's been two weeks. Magcon didn't start back up until tomorrow.

Aaron and I see each other daily. I haven't seen Cameron, which I was okay with.

We have become distant. We spend hours together in silence. It took me while but now I know we rushed into it.

At times I missed Aaron's loudness and laughter but at other times I love the still of the silence.

Did I still love him? I wasn't sure.

"Are you excited for tomorrow?" He asks politely. "Yeah..." I say softly.

"Paige, when will you love me again?" He says under his breath. Did I ever really love him or was I just in puppy love. "I will always love you." I finally admit.

I feel as if once I slept with someone I feel this unconditional love for them.

I'm getting tired. "I'm going to bed if you want to come." I offer.

"I'm going to stay out here for a bit."Aaron says.

I was getting tired of the same routine; wake up, go for a walk, hold hands awkwardly, come back home, study, open Aaron's fan mail, then go to bed. What happened to wrestling each other and laughing until we cried? What about when I was blabbering about nothing he would stop and kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something?

There's one more thing, my period is 2 weeks late.

While I stay in my room, I look at the frame Aaron had gotten me that winter day at the coffee shop. I looked at it and thought how the hell could we be so close then, without a care in the world and now we are entirely distant.

To be honest, the last time we kissed was when we did it. That's how far apart we have been with each other. It's been driving me crazy.

I wanted to talk to him about it, but I had no idea what words would be right.

Aaron's P.O.V

I walk into her room. She looks drained. I put my hand on her back. "Stop." She says.

"Paige, we need to talk." The words tasted so sour coming out of my mouth.

"I know we have to," She sighs, "Aaron what happened to us? I miss us," She catches her breath, "I might be pregnant."

Pregnant? How could I be so dumb. "It's all my fault." I kiss her forehead.

She doesn't let go of my hands. "Are you sure your pregnant?" I sound like such an ass. It's kind of weird having this conversation, since it's the most we talked in more than 2 weeks.

"Let's just hope I'm late." Speaking of late, we were going to have to get up early. I actually get into bed with her this time. She faces her body towards the wall.

It was such an awkward eerie feeling. Knowing that she loves me but she's afraid to be loved.

Her hair is in my face. This time I let it slide. I rub her back. I love Paige. I will still love her even when she's done loving me.

My alarm goes off at 6:30. She's already out of bed.

She walks back into our room as she was getting her shoes packed and gives me a sweet smile.

I get all ready and I put our stuff into her car this time.

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Extremely short chapter this time once again. I have already started my next chapter and it's my longest one yet. :)