I can't feel anything but pain. When I close my eyes, all I can see is your glaring face. When I try to listen, all I can hear are the words that drive me deeper and deeper into my depression. The things you say begin to kill me, slowly, painfully, tragically. The only things you say to me are about how horrible I am, how useless I am, and how you never wanted me to exist. These words can kill a person, especially when they have been struggling with them for years without end, or when they have to come home to it every day. You are the reason I never want to go home. The reason i want to run away. Your words, stuck in my brain, causes my focus to change, without focus I fail. You are my reason for my failure. Stop complaining about it because you are the reason it's happening. The reason why people like me do what they do. The reason why they hurt.
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RANDOM RANTS OF A RANDOM TEENAGER
RandomI got this idea from a friend's account and I thought it was a good idea so.... I'll write if I get bothered by anything or if I am just bored and want to share stories. I don't update this super often though, haha.
