You want me to change,
You want me to be a new,
You want me to be "perfect"
Apperently like you?
You want me to be "Less me"?
Then dont call me my name,
call me She! Or her!
Not any other word.
You want me to mask my personality?,
to shove it under a rug?
To mask what makes me beautiful...
To mask,
What makes me, who I am?
You stuck ur words in my heart and it's tearing it apart ,
Eroding it,
Blackening it with depression!
Your filling my mind with this allusion,
It will be better for everyone..
No! it will be better for you if I change,
So don't call me by my name!
Call me she or her!
Not another word!
Because if I'm not my self,
I'm just that girl over there,
Whose she?
Whose "that girl"
Look at HER?
Your claws are finally tearing in ,
All of your poisonous words are flowing in,
Even escaping your visciousness,
There would still be scars,
Sadness, and a numbing pain
I wonder if you could feel me slowly drifting away,
"We love you to death!!" They seem to quote..
Constantly lieing to my face
Your not fooling me anymore!
You WANT me to be she or her!
You want my personality gone,
So you might as well take my name!
Call me she or her!
Not another word!
Your words are grenades bombing me mentally!
Boom! Pow!Bang! splat!
I know you will throw them until the death of me!
Swoosh, woosh!
Your words are waves of the rocky ocean
I'm drowning!!
I've asked you to help me!
But I realized...
Your holding my head under the water.
