I want to stop thinking,
I want time to freeze.
I want to feel, for once at ease.
I want to stop fighting,
I want to be set free.
I want to soar with my wings.
I want to stop hurting ,
I want to feel at peace with myself and everyone else.
I want to not be confused about who I'm becoming,
I want to know who me is.
I want to stop waiting,
I wait and wait hoping sadness will pass until it doesn't.
I want someone to be understanding,
I want someone to get me.
I want to begin healing,
And becoming myself again.
I want to start living,
I want to step out of the shadow of sadness.
I want to start respecting,
Respecting myself and giving myself what I deserve
I want to start searching,
For me.