carnival

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***Jefferson's pov***
I pull Alexander into a hug and we stay like that for a while, until he pulls away and pecks my cheek.

"Thomas, I love you" he says.

"Mmm, I think I love you buuut I'm not sure" I say. Alexander playfully hits my arm a few times and I put nt hands up in surrender (is that how you use word?).

"Ok, ok. I love you too" I say kissing his nose. He smiles in Victory and then stands up walking to the kitchen (<---I had so much trouble spelling this and I don't know why). I follow him.

***Alexanders pov***
Thomas follows me to the kitchen and I sit down and open my laptop. I begin typing an essay that's due in a few months and thomas looks at me annoyed.

"Why are you working in that? The class hasn't even been told we have an essay yet" he says. He somehow knew I was working on my essay.

"I'd rather get it down sooner than later. And da- I mean Washington tells me so I can work on them" I say in defense.

"In other words, you beg him until he tells you everything he has planned for the next few months?" Thomas says. A smirk making its way onto his face.

"Maybe" I mumble loud enough for him to hear. He laughs and then walks over and hugs me from behind. I get scared and jump when he does this. He kisses my cheek and goes to his room. I smile. That's my boyfriend. He's mine and no one else's.

*VERY INTENSE TIME SKIPPY SKIP*

a weeks gone by and thomas and I where happy as ever. We went the park on the weekends, he got mad at me for over working, we fucke-..., we did lots of things...
But something started feeling off. I never feel ok with myself. I feel like I'm dragging him down into a dark hole because I'm to scared gi go down alone. I usually shake the feeling, but it's getting stronger. Today is Saturday and Thomas and I are going to a carnival. I look around checking if I have everything. It seems like I do. I turn to Thomas who is on his phone not doing anything.

"Babe, we have to go now" I say. It seemed to grab his attention. He looks up from his phone than puts it in his pocket.

"Mmkay" he says. He grabs his wallet and jacket then opens the door letting me go first. I roll my eyes every time he hold the door open for me. We go. Into the car and start drive to the carnival.

*they at carnival now*
I loom around and smile widely at Thomas, he smiles back. I start dragging him around the place pointing at almost everything. He wins me a few things and the only thing I can do for him is get him a small stuffed animal out of the claw machine (u skilled bro). I see a fairest wheel and look at thomas.

"Let's go on it!" I say excited. He looks at me with an uncertain expression.

"Umm, i-i uhhh. A-are you sure?" He says. I look at him weirdly until I realize what's happening. He's scared of heights.

"Is thommy afriad of the heights?" I ask him in a baby-ish voice. He rolls his eyes the gulps.

"N-no" he says. He cant even make eye contact with me. I smirk Nd drag him toward it.

"Good, cause were going on whether you like or not" I say. We pay the guy at the stand and sit in the chair. As we start going up Thomas squeezes my hand.

"Hey, you'll be ok. Nothings going to happen" I tell him reassuringly. He looks At me with tears in his eyes and nods. He doesn't lossen his grip though. When we get to the top of the fairest wheel he looks out over new York. His eyes widen and he gives a weak smile.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" I say and he looks at me.

"Not at beautiful as you" he says kissing my nose. I smile. He's still a bit shaky but he'll be ok.
We get off the fairest wheel and he looks happy to be on the ground. I laugh.

"Do you want to go home now?" I ask. We've been here for a few hours now.

"Sure" he says. I take his arm and pull him closer as we leave the carnival. Nothing can be better than this.

An: AN UPDATE FINALLY! you know I have an excuse I'm just not gonna say it. Anyway the next chapter is going to be a little, well, emotional. So prepare yourselves.

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