Truth Or Dare - Jamilton Collage Au

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A/N: i love writing fluff so much. it makes me so happy. But sadly i have to tell you now that things may go wrong in either this chapter or the next.

edit: yeah here once again, TW for mentions of Self harm and Eating disorders

*** Jefferson's pov***

I wake up to the smell of coffee and the sound of typing. I open my eyes and look over to the desk to see Alexander typing away with two coffees beside him. one of them is right beside him and the other in near the edge. I roll over onto my side and watch Alex type away. His hair is in a messy bun. I look out the window and see it's still dark outside but it is 5:30 so I decide to get up.

"Morning" I say sounding extremely tired.

"Good morning. I made you coffee. It's cooled down alittle but I think it's ok" he says not looking up from his computer. I roll my eyes and take the coffee sipping in it. It's still pretty warm. I put down the coffee and walk to my room and change into my clothes for the day. I always wore more formal clothes while Alex always wore well sweaters and jeans. Come to think of it, I don't think I've ever seen him in a suit. I walk back into Alex's room to see him only wearing pants... He was shirtless... And he is hot.

"Jefferson stop staring. I know I'm perfect" he says smirking. I roll my eyes and continue to stare.

"If your so perfect you wouldn't mind the staring" I say. I walk cover to him while he's still shirtless and kiss his neck. He pushes me away but I pull him closer.

"Thomas stop. I need to put a shirt on." He says somewhat annoyed. I loosen my grip to let him escape if he wants. And he does. He puts his shirt on and then walks toward the computer again. I look at him annoyed. He didn't need to go back to work yet. The essay wasn't even due soon.

"Alexander Hamilton get your ass off that chair and over here this instant." I say standing at the door. He rolls his eyes and continues typing. I walk over to him and close his computer screen.

"Now, Hamilton" I say in a serious yet playful tone. He looks at me and then back at the computer and then back at me again. He starts pouting and it is damn cute. But i must stay strong if i want to get him to eat. He hasn't been eating that much and I've noticed all the weight he has lost over the years. I noticed at lunch he never brought anything and he doesn't buy anything but a coffee at Starbucks every once and a while.

"Alex, I want you to have breakfast with me today" I say looking down at him. His expression instantly changes to a worried look but flashes into an annoyed smile.

"Fine" he says leaving the room. I follow him and go into the kitchen to make pancakes. As I finished them I noticed that Alex drank his and my coffee.

"Alex, did you just drink both the coffees?" I ask already knowing that he has. He looks at me and nods his head 'yes'. I roll my eyes and put the pancake on his plate and gave one to me then sat right beside him. He looks at the pancake and hesitates to take a bite. I know he didn't want to because he was starving himself but i also know that he won't disappoint me. He takes a bite then smiles and puts the fork down. I take a few bites then notice he hasn't taken another.

"Are you OK? You haven't eaten much" I say looking in his eyes. There was guilt in his eyes.

"I'm fine. I'm just not that hungry..." He says. I look at him worried and then see him playing with his arms. Then i rember when he wasnt wearing a shirt, he didnt have the bandages on. Without thinking i grab his arm and pull his sleeve up. There are a bunch or cuts that are really fresh, like they were made this morning. I look up at him and see tears falling and regret in his eyes.

"Alexander... What did you do." I say.

"I-I cut m-myself again because I g-got a text from Lauren's a-and he said t-that he wanted m-me to l-leave you, and I couldn't say anything because h-he looked so happy for us but he w-wasn't" he said. More tears fell out of his eyes and mine began to tear up.

"It's alright, did he tell you why?" I ask. Alex shakes his head. I pick him up and bring him to my bed. I didn't want him in his room because thats were his phone and computer were.

"how about I call in for us and tell Washington we won't be at school" I suggest. He nods and huddles under the blanket and i grab my phone and call Washington.

w: "hello?"

J: "hey mr. washington its thomas."

w: "thomas!? whats up?"

J: "Alex isn't doing to well so we won't be coming to school today."

W: "He isn't? whats wrong is he sick?"

J: "he's not sick. He's just tired"

W: "ok well, take care of him please."

J: "of course"

I hanged up the phone and walked over to Alex.

"Hey, it's going to be ok. I'll talk to john ok?" I said reassuringly. His head pokes out of the blanket and he nods. I smile and walk out of the room to call Laurens.

L: "hello, who is this?"

J: "what the fuck did you say to Alex"

L: "oh, Jefferson... I didn't tell him anything. I'm really happy for you guys. Plus my phone got stolen and I just got it back so I could have texted you."

J: "oh, well someone used your phone to get to Alex"

L: "oh my gosh. Is he ok?"

J: "yeah, he's better now. We won't be at school today though"

L: "ok, take care of him"

J: "yeah I will. Oh by the way thanks for clearing things up"

L: "anytime"

Lauren's hanged the phone up and I went back to Alex.

"It wasn't john" I say

"It wasn't?" He says confused.

"No. His phone was stolen" I say.

"Well then who sent it?" He asked

"I don't know." I say getting into bed and cuddling with him.

"But everything will be fine" I say. Hamilton plays with my hair a little, probably thinking about pulling, but he falls alsleep with his head nussled into my chest and soon I fall asleep too.

A/n: Ok! So I hope this chapter was good. Bye!