Changkyun's POV
Changkyun got back to hotel room and was laying on the bed with his face being covered with pillow. A bruise showed clearly on his left hand. A moment ago before he arrived, he saw a wall and punched it hard like, it was helping him to reveal his feeling.
He still couldn't figure it out, what exactly he felt. His mood changed every second whenever he remembered the person in his head. He was mad, sad, but he felt guilty if he felt so.
'He is bestfriend but you, you should congratulate him instead of staying here. Ya, Changkyun you are a guy and he is also obviously a guy. There's no possibility for what you feel toward him. You are just missing him, you are just missing his existence, his laugh, his cheekbones smile, his temper whenever you teased him...'
"I miss the whole him...Yoo Kihyun...why...why my heart feel so hurt..."
His tears fell down, he held his sobs as possible as he could. He sobbed quietly while gripping on his pillow.
"How was the date man! Did you put your hoodie on him?" Changkyun didn't give any answer. He was too afraid to speak, afraid if jooheon knew he was crying.
"Hey ? Are you alright ?" Jooheone sat on the bed, slowly took the pillow from changkyun. When it already taken, changkyun immediately covered his face with his wrists and was still sobbing. He wanted to calm himself but he couldn't and just kept crying.
"I won't ask any question. Hey, im here... don't be shame to cry. I won't tease you."
After heard that words changkyun suddenly got up from his bed and hugged Jooheon in their room.
"Don't worry, everything will be alright. I'm your friend and I'll always be your side." Jooheon patted the other's back gently. He let changkyun cried on his shoulder while hugging him. When he saw that bruise on changkyun's hand, he slowly thoughts what happened to his friend.
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ChangKi : Chatting
Fanfiction'I love him, but i don't wanna ruin our friendship' ... -Changkyun 'I love him but im too afraid to admit whether this feeling is right or not' -Kihyun
