Love Me↠ grethan

Why..

ETHANS POV//

It was about 8:00pm and i was laying in bed, scrolling through my social medias when Grayson knocks on my door.

"It's open" i say, some sadness straining in my voice. I hoped he wouldn't notice. The door slowly opened and Grayson came in, sitting on my bed right beside me.

I locked my phone and sat up looking at him.

"Yes?" i ask, inferring to why he was in my room.

"What's wrong E?" he asked. shit. I shifted and looked away.

"Nothings wrong Grayson, now can you please get out" i said, groaning.

"I'm not leaving until you tell me what's up" he said, looking around my room. damn.

"Gray, i said nothing is wrong." i turned my attention towards him. I looked into his hazel-brown eyes and he just furrowed his eyebrows not buying it. i'm sure not telling him i like him more than a brother.

"Ethan i know when something is wrong, i'm your brother for gods sake. Just tell me" he said slightly raising his voice. Looks like he isn't leaving without a fight.

"I'm not tell you shit Grayson it's my business and not yours okay? So just leave" i said standing up. I was getting annoyed.

"Ethan" he said standing up to. He started slowly walking towards me and i started backing up.

"Grayson get the fuck away from. Get the hell out of my room, i don't understand why you want to know whats wrong when you don't even care" i explained.I raised my voice but it calmed down. He looked saddened.

"I do care Ethan. It affects me on how your mood is believe it or not." he said. I was surprised.

"Grayson i don't care. Leave. Please. I don't want to deal with this right now." He was getting in my nerves and i was getting pissed. He doesn't need to know.

"Ethan i am going to know one way or the other and i am not leaving your room until i know" he yelled. The veins in his necked popped out and fuck it was hot. ethan know is not the time.

"Grayson get the fuck out" i yelled right back at him.

"Ethan for fucks sake-"

"i love you grayson"

i fucking said it.

"well E i love you to-"

"i like you more than a brother Grayson. Always have i can't fucking help it. You happy now?" i said. Tears welded up in my eyes but i was not going to show my emotions. fuck that.

"E-ethan i-i- why- how?" he stuttered.

"Gray i don't know why or how i just do. I love you so much it hurts. Please don't tell anyone because if people find out they will think i'm crazy for liking my twin brother and i already know i'm crazy" i rambled on. He looked down in silence. i'm so embarrassed i just admitted my feelings to him.

"Grayson please leave" my voice cracked and he left without saying a word, closing the door behind home.

That's one of the worst things that could ever happen to me.

I changed into some sweatpants and took my shirt off climbing into bed, not caring if the tears fell from my eyes.

My phone dinged indicating i got a text message. I sniffles grabbing my phone looking at the message.

"gray💜: i'm sorry e"

I started crying harder and sooner or later my sobs turned into me drifting off to sleep.