Love Me↠ grethan

Secrets.

Grayson's POV//

Ethan has never been this upset. i understand where he's coming from but i'm his brother. He hasn't come out of his room since i told him i was dating someone. i feel horrible.

Right now i'm going to see how he's doing. I knocked on his door to see if he'll answer me.

"What" i heard. I could tell he's been crying the the way his voice sounded.

"Open the door Ethan" i said. I jiggled the doorknob to open it but it was locked.

I heard shuffling behind the door and it swung open to see a messy looking Ethan.

"E" i said, dragging out the letter. My eyes began watering at the sight of him in this state. Knowing that i caused this made me feel even worse then i already had.

I brought him into a hug, wrapping my arms around his neck, his slowly hooking around my waist. It felt like my world was crashing and everything was in slow motion.

"Ethan i'm so s-sorry" i stuttered on my sobs. "This is a-all my fault, i caused you to f-feel this way" i finished.

"Gray calm down." he calmly told me.

"Ethan how do i c-calm down when i, me, made you feel so bad. i hate myself for doing what i did to you. I should of told you about her a-and i didn't which caused all of this." i sniffled. I pulled away from the hug and looked to see quiet tears running down his face.

"Gray come sit down." he told me, walking to his bed. I grabbed my hand leading me to it. I felt something when he touched me and let go of me.

"I'm okay. I understand that we're twins and we could never be the way i want to be. I'm obviously gay or bisexual i mean i still like girls but Grayson, i love you. You do not understand how much i love you and how much you mean to me. I care about you so much and i don't want to drift apart from you" he said.

I felt something come over me and i grabbed his hand, holding it on my mine. i felt like i was worth something.

"Ethan i have to tell you something"