Can't stand to see you in pain

WATCH ME FALL

''Yah, Minhyuk, clean up after yourself. I am not a damn maid'' Kihyun yelled, leaning on the kitchen door, ''and stop laughing, what's so funny?'' Kihyun looked like he was about to pop a vein on his forehead.

''I am sorry Kihyun, it's hard to take you seriously when you look like a scolding mother.'' Minhyuk laughed, clutching his stomach and slowly trying to back away from this situation. He knows he just angered the other. He might certainly die by Kihyun's hands because of that, but it was worth it. What a way to go out.

''Aishh, come back here and clean up. How did you even mess up this bad, IT WAS JUST INSTANT RAMEN?'' Kihyun rubbed his temples, this whole situation was ridiculous. And honestly he doesn't know how much he can take.

''What's going on, I heard mom's yelling.'' Wonho popped his head in the kitchen, interrupting the chase for Minhyuk's head.

''AAAA Wonho-hyung, help me, I am about to get killed, and I don't think monbebes will be happy about my death. '' Minhyuk clung onto Wonho's arm.

''Don't worry they'll get over, I'll make sure of it.'' Kihyun glared down at Minhyuk, making the other's blood run cold. Minhyuk slowly backed away and out of the kitchen, there was just something threatening in Kihyun's eyes.

In all honesty, Kihyun isn't sure why he was so mad at him. It's not like Minhyuk hadn't made a mess before. He certainly hasn't been this angry about it.

Kihyun looked around the room, trying to ground himself, to calm down. Finally, he walked over to a chair and sat down, trying to get his breathing under control. He was hyperventilating and the world around him seemed to turn into a big blur. And he was alone, and scared.

Someone help!

''Are you alright, Ki?'' Kihyun felt someone take his hand, warm and steady feeling filling him. Even when the tears in his eyes made the world like he is looking through the fog, he knew who it was. Someone who has always had the power to make him feel calm and at ease by just looking at him.

Shownu.

He tried to smile at the other.

''Don't force it Kihyun.'' Shownu said calmly, rubbing circles on Kihyun's hand.

And that was enough to push Kihyun over the edge. The floodgates opened. The sudden outburst took Shownu by surprise but he collected himself making his way towards the younger one.

He hugged Kihyun close who clung onto him like he was his lifeline. He was sobbing into Shownu's chest, a mixture of tears and snot soaked through his shirt but he didn't care. Not when his teammate was clearly in pain.

Minhyuk peeked through the door, wanting to apologize to Kihyun, only to see Shownu hugging a crying Kihyun close to his chest. He felt so guilty for not noticing that Kihyun was clearly going through something.

In all honesty, everyone, Hyungwon, Changkyun, Jooheon, Wonho, Minhyuk and Shownu had noticed a sudden change in Kihyun's personality. No one just knew why.

After a while Kihyun seemed to have calmed down, the sobbing had stopped. Shownu looked down only to see that Kihyun had fallen asleep in his arms. He then carefully took him into his arms and carried the smaller one into his bed.

He laid Kihyun down to his bed and pat his head before going to the living room, where everyone had gathered, obviously wanting to ask about the incident.

When Shownu stepped into the living room, he noticed Wonho was comforting Minhyuk, and everyone else stared at him, clearly hoping for answers.

The room was full of painful silence, no one knew what to say. Everyone hoped for someone to open their mouth and voice what they all were thinking.

''So, uhm...'' Jooheon tried to form a sentence, rubbing the back of his neck, feeling awkward.

''Is he alright?'' Changkyun finished the sentence for Jooheon. And everyone else nodded in agreement.

''I don't know,'' Shownu rubbed his temple, ''he is sleeping right now. I'll talk to him when he wakes up, for the time being just try not to upset him.'' The leader sounded so tired.

''What did you even do Minhyuk, he was okay before he stepped into the kitchen.'' Jooheon asked, but it sounded like he was accusing Minhyuk.

''Are you blaming me? I didn't do anything I haven't done before.'' Minhyuk lashed out.

''I'm sorry, I'm not blaming you.'' The older rapper apologized. ''It's just that, this whole situation is stupid.'' He let out a sigh.

''I think we all need to calm down and rest.'' Shownu said with a soft smile on his face, making everyone feel less on the edge.

Everyone stood up and started walking towards their rooms. When Shownu suddenly grabbed Changkyun's hand, startling the younger one.

''Would it be okay if I changed rooms with you for tonight Changkyun. I'd feel better if I knew he slept peacefully.''

''Yes of course hyung. Take care of Kihyun-hyung.'' Changkyun smiled giving the older one a pat on the shoulder before walking away.

Shownu laid down on the bed, staring at Kihyun's sleeping face. He looked so peaceful and young, free of any worries. His delicate features seemed even more prominent in the light from the street making its way through the curtains and onto the vocalist's face.

He closed his eyes, but little did he know that this was going to be a long night.

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Yo~ It's your local anxietyriddenass Evans. xd

I'm literally sleep deprived and idk where am I'm going to take this story to. Also I haven't written anything in such a long time. But freaking Showki came and ruined me and I was like yo, if I'm going to practice writing and my English in general, might aswell start with those two. Monsta X in general with this comeback ruined me. I was a silent fan hiding in the shadows, lurking, not daring to come closer, and then BAM, here I am. Sold my entire soul.