Aaron's P.O.V.
God dammit. I still feel like I made a mistake! How can I stop this feeling? By walking around in my underwear?! HELL NAH!
I promised Isabel I would talk to her about this...but she just doesn't understand...I'm going to Aph's.
I reach her house and knock. I hear her from upstairs as she makes her way downstairs, then she opens the door.
"Hey Aaron!" She said sweetly.
"Hey! May I come in? It's kinda important." I ask her with a serious face.
"Sure! Come on in!" I thank her and sit down on couch.
"So is everything alright?" She asks.
"No...not really." She frowns and gets closer.
"Well what's the matter?" She asks and I sigh.
"I have been feeling kinda...kinda weird." She gets a confused look on her face and turns the TV off.
"What do you mean?"
"I feel like I made a mistake...a big mistake."
"How long have you been feeling this way?"
"For about 2 days now." She looks down and frowns.
"It's because of me..." She says while a tear goes down her cheek.
"What? How?"
"2 days ago was when we saw each other at the beach and talked." I opened my eyes wide and thought. Was it actually because of her?
I didn't know what to say so I just frowned and looked down.
"No, I would never feel this way because of you." She stands up and starts to cry.
"Then what other reason would it be Aaron?!" I sigh and think... nothing else happened that day really.
The room gets quiet and Aphmau sobs.
"I knew it." She starts walking away but I stop her.
"Aphmau--" I start to talk until she interrupts me.
"No. Don't try to make me feel better. I know it was me." She tries to get free but I tighten my grip on her arm, I then turn her to face me.
"Don't blame yourself...we don't know the reason." I tell her but she keeps crying.
"You may not know but I do. Aaron... I know you have a girlfriend and all...but I still love you...I always did...just thinking of not being next to you makes me cry... and now knowing that I'm making you feel like you made a mistake makes me feel like a bitch... a non-caring, ugly bitch." I soften my grip on her arm and she runs upstairs with tears all over her face.
Look what you did dumbass...
You made Aphmau cry.
Fuck you Aaron...fuck you.
I run after her and she closes the door behind her. I bang on it and tell her to open the door. She ignores me...but I know she can hear me... I can hear her heavy breathing from the other side of the door, so I whisper something.
"I still love you too. I never wanted to let you go... but you know what would of happened if I didn't."
She finally answered and whispered something back.
