I'm trying so damn hard not to make it obvious that I'm falling, completely falling for you. I don't know how to tell you this because I'm not sure how you feel about me. I see you and I Immediately become nervous, my hands get sweaty and I think of things to say to you trying so hard not say something stupid but I always end up feeling like i tried too hard. Your little smirk makes me wanna melt and the way you look at me and listen when I tell useless little stories and when something's kinda funny you're laugh is little and sweet and makes me wanna smile and I can't stop blushing or when something's hilarious and your laugh is confident and adorable and your smile is huge, and how out humor is practically the same so we're always laughing, it makes me happy and makes my heart happy. But I'm trying not to let that show and I don't think I'm doing a great job at that. I'm trying to find things to talk to you about but I can't carry a conversation and I feel like you don't care and that hurts but then again you don't know that this is how I feel.
