Feel alive

Chapter 5: the truth

"She died she had cancer and she died "

Suddenly the tears fell down

"Please I don't wanna talk about this "

I said in a slow voice . justin came and hugged me ...........have u ever felt like a broken girl in the world and suddenly someone comes and change it that feeling ..... The feeling that shows someone cares about u it shows that ur not alone it shows the friendship or love or creative about everything can really someone come and changes all those years of pain I got ?can I really trust this person ? Can this person stand there for me all the time ? can this person protect from those monsters.? Can someone change all that in one day ?

" We better go "

We drived back home it was nearly 5:00 we ate dinner together and then he told me he should go home I layed on bed tired and started thinking

"Could really justin change that ?

" Should I trust him "?

All those questions came to my mind Idk I just don't know I lost my trust for everyone justin is so good with me I just don't know

*next day*

I woke up early got up from bed went to the window and watched outside I heard some noise outside it was my parents they were back I never got them as a parent feeling I just felt like I was only living with them like an apartment not as parents they changed so much when my sister died so much I went to the bathroom had a quick shower brushed my teeth curlyed my hair and got dressed and went downstairs I just ate some cheese and got my notebook and went outside our home was near another lake trees srounded by them my usual place to write songs it might sound weird but music was my escape from everything I wrote two songs and working for my third one.. ...nothing rly got my mind on the song my mind was only in justin

I did care about him he was the only one I had so I texted him

"Hey good morning nice weekend ha ?"

"Morning well not at all where are ya "?

" The lake near our house wanna hang out?"

" I will be there in 10 mins"

I waited for him till he came he wore dark jeans with a white shirt and his vans I loved his style he smile and sat on the grass next to me we talked a little bit and he saw my note book !

" What's that ?"

"What's what "?

"That notebook "

"Aha that well I kinda write songs u know "

" Oh really me too can I see it "

Wow he writes song also that's amazing

" Well yea the first song is about my sister that I told u about "

" I understand"

" Sara I got an idea I play the guitar and u sing "

" Hahaha noway I hate my voice "

" Come on just sing "

" Ok but don't laugh"

I started singing at first I got it as a joke but he was too serious about this

" Wow ur voice Is amazing it reminds me of Anna "

" Oh really cool "

Then we talked about music and celebrities we got so much in common

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