Koolin In Hell

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Rico and I were sitting at my house he was watching something and I was on his phone sending hoes messages: "Please don't touch or talk to my Nigga inappropriately. He is mine not yours let's make that clear, if I see you touch him I'll chop your hand off(not kidding). If I see you talk to him it better be about school only don't say shit to him like 'hey, we meeting after school' , 'I had fun yesterday, let's do it again'. DON'T FUCKING TRY ME, I WILL DO JAIL TIME FOR THAT NIGGA MEANING I WOULD GO TO JAIL FOR KILLLING YOUUU. Hope we can be friends :D "

After texting them all I lay on top of Rico and traced his tats. He was sleep and he needed to wake up, a bitch was hungry.

"Baeee" I say poking his chest.

"Baby" I lick his mouth.

"Rico" I kiss his whole face. Guess I'm going to starve. I grab my phone and take a lot of pictures and videos. I also take pictures of Rico. I posted a picture of Rico on instagram and some bitch gon reply; he was just texting me yesterday.

So he lied?

I grab Rico phone and went to his messages and sure enough that Crystal bitch was right. I read them and it's about how she gonna put him in jail if he don't leave me and when he do to make sure he break me.

I don't know if this bitch has been what I been threw, but you don't wish this shit on your worst enemy. He need to get this shit together.

"Rico wake the fuck up!" I say throwing his phone at him.

He jumps up and grabs it.

"What's wrong?" He asks sitting up.

"You need to fix that shit with Krysta or crytal whatever the hoe name is" I say having a tear fall down my face but I let it, I'm so tired of keeping my feelings in.

"Fix what?" He says grabbing my face.

"I'm gon ask you this one time, who the fuck was you texting yesterday?" I say moving my face from his hands.

"Courtney, I told you this" he says. That fucking bastard, he don't even got that bitch as a contact.

"You fucking liar, Get the fuck out! I can't believe you. You lying for what Ronnie? What did I ever do? I'm so mutherfucking tired of you niggas taking advantage of my heart I have tried to love no matter how much I'm hurt but that shit done with, fuck being nice. You made me this heartless girl now get the fuck out" I say coldly.

"Man the fuck you talking about, I told you who I was texting and you mad for what?" He says standing up.

"You fucking lied to me is why I'm mad, you don't even got that bitch as a contact so how the fuck you text her?" I ask standing up to.

"I deleted our messages after and blocked her, I knew I should have did that dare you ain't shit but a hoe to me" he says pushing me to the wall.

"Yeah you should have took that dare cause then I wouldn't have met you,kissed you or anything" I say pushing him back.

"I should have let Boogie ass rape you again, you ain't nothing but a loose pussy" I just stood there shock. I didn't know what to say.

"I-I think you should go" I say calmed but inside I was broken, everything about me was broken.

And I couldn't do anything but accept it.

***
I had left out, I was pissed I didn't care about what I said. I had drove home and walked passed Jahseh when he kept asking what was wrong.

Jahseh had walked in my room and sat right there with me. We both knew there was nothing to say that would make her forgive me, we both knew I had managed to break her and me at the same time.

"What happened?" Jahseh asked.

"We argued and broke up" I say coldly.

"What did you say to her?" He asked.

"She read my messages, said I lied about texting Courtney because I didn't have her as a contact anymore, we started to argue she said I had made her a heartless girl because to many niggas took advantage of her heart and she kept loving, I said I should have took the dare, she agreed, then I said I should have let Boogie rape her and that she was nothing but a loose pussy." I look at Jahseh and he shook his head, he stood up left out.

I didn't know what to do. Do I leave her or get my girl back?

***

I decided to go see Stéphany. I understand she probably don't want to see anybody but that's my sister from another mother. I call her but she doesn't pick up, maybe she sleep.

When I get there I knock on the door and see if it's unlocked and it is. I walk upstairs and see if she's in there but she's not so I check the bathroom and I what I see makes me want to throw up and cry. It was blood everywhere and she was laying there with blood seeping out her wounds.

I called 911 and they got here in 15 min tops. I followed them to the hospital while calling Rico. When we got there I saw Rico's car and he rushed out when he saw them.

"W-What happened Jahseh" he says walking in with me.

"I don't know Rico, I saw her like that" I say.

"It's all my fault, if I never told her those things we wouldn't be here" he rubs his hand down his face repeatedly.

"Calm down, she gon be alright but I don't know about you two" I say looking at him.

"What you mean?" He ask.

"What I mean is I don't think y'all gon be back together, I don't think she would want to be with you anymore" I say.

"I know, I just want my baby back, she kept me sane" he says shaking his head.

She did keep him sane, he didn't fight many people anymore. He kept his anger under control. I never seen him do that before but once he met her, he hasn't lashed out anymore.

We been in this nasty ass hospital with dirty ass females flirting with me and Rico. I think a boy flirted with me and a 12 year old.

"Family of Stéphany T. Devilmar"said the doctor as we stood up fast.

"That's us" I say.

"Stéphany is in critical condition and could possibly not make it but she possibly can it's 50/50 chance. You may see her if you follow me" he says then walking in a direction and we follow.

When we walk in she hooked up to so many wires. I tear up a bit and leave out.

Lord, please don't let me lose another person I care about.