Koolin In Hell

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Blackness, that's all I saw. I could hear but I couldn't talk. I couldn't remember what happened or who the people was. I was trying so hard to open my eyes but they wouldn't budge. Was I in hell? I couldn't be, I didn't see any demons, only the ones in my head. I stopped trying and just sat there, listening to the smooth but rough voice, it was calming and made me relax. Who was it?

I'm pretty sure hours passed but the hand holding mines never left. I heard what seemed like the door open and a rough voice spoke.

"How is she?"

"Not progressing well"

"It's going to be okay Rico, she's going to come through"

"Maybe I should just leave her alone, let her move on, maybe I should move on"

"Rico, that's your choice and I'm not going to stop you from what you want"

I feel the hand go away but I wanted it back, I needed it, I needed to wake up so I can see this Rico dude. I feel bad for the girl he's going to move on from, she seems lucky to have him.

More hours passed and the hand never came back, my hope is gone, that's hand wanted me to try harder to see who owned it but now that it's gone why should I try?

***
I left a note on her bed for when she wakes up, if she wakes up. I didn't want to leave her but it seemed for best even if it did hurt. The reason she's in this position is because of me.

I can tell Jahseh doesn't want me to move on but he even said that she won't take me back, why should I wait around for someone who won't take me back? I walked out the the hospital and left with Jahseh. We had went to the school for school tomorrow, when we walked in Courtney and Geneva walked up to us.

"Where that bitch at?" Courtney asks us once she reaches us. I wanted to punch her in her fucking jaw. "She minding her business like you should do and plus i'm not worried about her no more" i say while putting my arm over her shoulder and walking away to a empty classroom.

Goodbye Stéphany and hello Courtney.

***
Its been 3 months and i miss Stéphany so fucking much, she was my sister, my best friend. Rico claims that he doesn't remember her at all, that she was a faint memory. I was at the hospital talking to her about food and her birthday, when i finished talking about her birthday, i felt her grip get harder then it got loose again.

"Stéphany??" i ask squeezing her hand, in return i get two dark orbs staring back at me. I pass her the water but age doesn't take it she just stares at me.

"J-Jahseh?" she asks with tears falling from her eyes. I just nod and hug her tightly. She takes the water from me and gulps it down.

"I missed you so much, why would you do that to me, i was scared to fucking death" she just hugs me tightly and sobs.

"He moved on didn't he?" she looks at me and i nod, she sighs before the nurse comes rushing in and taking some tests on her. She pushes them away before getting up.

"Could you go to my house and get some clothes for me?" i hear from the bathroom before shouting a 'yeah' and rushing to get her some clothes.

I had texted Rico saying Stéphany was woke but then he left me on read, like do i look like a fucking book? I grabbed (outfit below) and handed it to her. When she came out i smiled and hugged her tight.

"Come on, lets go eat" i say while putting my arm over her shoulder and walking out. We walked into red lobster before i saw Rico with Courtney but Stéphany saw and didn't care she just sat down at a table and went on her phone.

Guess she was just going to show him what he missing but i can tell she still loves him well likes.