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Chapter 02

My mom doesn't know I'm gay. She doesn't take it to heart when Tomaz sarcastically calls me a twink or gay. She's a very deep person, you know those type who doesn't talk too much but she expresses her feelings through her actions. I just love her and I'm lucky to have her as my mother.

"Hey!"

I glared at Tomaz when he elbowed me on my side. I'm forced to come with my brother and mom to the mall. They made me as their driver, isn't that great?

It's fvcking not!

"Do you know that person? He's been looking at you." I glanced at the direction where Tomaz was looking and I was surprised to see Brett there and I don't know why, but I felt like hiding.

What the hell!

I looked around if maybe I can see Bryan. Who knows he might tagged along with his brother. I don't even know if they're close or not. But I still ended up glancing back at Brett and our eyes met.

I wanted to take my eyes away but I can't. And then he smiled and I almost fainted when I saw that dimpled smile. Dimpled smile!! I ended up looking away from him like how snub people does. I jumped when Tomaz elbowed me again.

"What!?" I said, annoyed.

"You know him? Is he your boyfriend?" He said and I wanted to grip his hair and smash his head on the counter.

"Yes, he's my fvcking boyfriend that I snubbed him and didn't returned his smile. That's how I expresses my love. Ain't that motherfvcking sweet?" I sneered. "Use your common sense." And he was about to say something sarcastic I bet when I cut him. "And oh! I'm so sorry, I forgot that you don't have one. Mom's just wasting money for your education." I said.

"Fvck you." Was all he can say.

I win that time. There's nothing more entertaining than winning an argument with your little brother. He started it and I know he doesn't take it to heart. My conscience is still alive compared to his, who already died during the first week of mom's pregnancy of him.

And speaking of conscience, I felt guilty for snubbing Brett without reason. I don't know why I fvcking did that. I glanced back at his direction and he's gone. I poked Tomaz.

"What?" He said, annoyed.

"Did you see where he go?"

"I don't know, idiot brother."

"Shut up."

I was glad when mom was done paying her stuffs and went down for groceries. I kept on tailing them every rack they turn and I, the driver and helper, am the one who was pushing that huge shopping cart. Plus I have this feeling that someone was staring at me. It was uncomfortable making me turn my head to look and I was thinking that it was Brett.

I don't know why him. I just have that feeling it was him.

And on the other side, I don't really think he's stalking me. Maybe I'm just delusional.

Yes, I am.

I was loading the groceries on the trunk when I saw a shadow walking towards me. I thought it was just someone passing by when it stopped.

"Hey. Chad right?" I jumped and my heart just pumped faster inside my chest when I heard a voice behind making me spun and saw Brett.

"Are you a ghost?" I said breathlessly and my stomach just flipped when I heard him laughed.

What the hell! Why do I always felt nervous around him?

"Wrong. I'm a werewolf." He said making me chuckled humorlessly.