I could've had you
Easily
But the ache in my chest
Reminded me you deserved the best
So I let go of you
What a stupid thing to do
But I don't feel bad for you
Not anymore
Because you passed on your pain
And it situated itself in my brain
And from there it grew
I can't feel bad for you
Yet I feel bad for me
Honestly
For refusing the hands that held your heart
And looking into your eyes as you fell apart
I feel bad for me
I feel bad for me
Enormously
Because you were the purest thing I'd ever seen
I just wasn't ready for your heart at sixteen
And I feel bad for me
