Felix the Demented

Not Holding Anything Back

When he entered the room his therapist Dr. Jonathan gave his a friendly smile. This surprised Felix after he attacked him on multiple occasions.

"Do you want me to say in here with the both of you?" The security guard asked.

Dr. Jonathan shook his head and the guard left.

"Please sit down Felix." He motioned toward the seat.

Felix obeyed and sat down awkwardly.

"So, should we finally discuss that night?" Dr. Jonathan asked him.

Felix sat there for a moment before answering. "No reason to keep it hidden anymore now that you can't speak to my sister anymore."

Dr. Jonathan set his arms on his desk and listened carefully. "Go on."

Felix took a deep breath. "That night I awoke with a bag over my head..."

(Six year old Felix)

"Where are you taking me?!" His tiny voice cried out in fear.

There was no response. His back was pressed up to a pillar and his arms where bent around them and tied behind his back.

"What's going on?!" Felix screamed, he started breathing heavily.

"Calm down son, it's going to be okay."
He heard his father say as he removed the bag.

Felix's eyes shifted across the room. He spotted a alter where his four year old sister lay passed out on. A man stood over her holding a knife.

He screamed. "What are you doing to her! Let her go!"

He looked at his father who had that wicked grin that haunted his dreams.

"You know what you and your sister are, don't play stupid." His father spat out.

Felix grew angry. "All because you fucked that monster."

His father slapped him hard.

"Don't speak like that about your mother!"

Felix liked his teeth of the blood.

"Your sickening." His father took out a knife of his own.

He started slicing into Felix, the cuts sat on top of the already made scars. Felix cried out in pain.

"That's what you get for back talking your father," he turned to the other man and spoke. "Begin."

The man made a small cut down Raven's leg until the black blood dripped down into a silver cup. The man then walked over to his father and placed the cup in his hand.

"No! You know what will happen!" Felix Said as tears spilled down his face.

His father grinned again. "That's precisely why I'm doing it, now say aw."

He tilted Felix's head back, but he refused to open his mouth. Felix squeezed his mouth and eyes shut tightly but not tight enough to stop the tears. His father plunged to knife into his side causing Felix to scream out in pain. Quickly his father tossed the thick liquid down his throat. Felix only swallowed a little bit and spit the rest onto his fathers shoes, but the little bit he did swallow would change him forever. They all yanked their heads in the direction of a door slamming open.

"Ally, get out of here!" His father yelled.

Ally came rushing into the building followed by five police officers, but they didn't know they where too late. His father and the man beside him ran at the officers with their knife held high. Three shots rang out through the building as the man and his father's bodies fell limply to the ground. Ally came quickly and untied Felix. He fell into her arms. Ally's red hair and green eyes shown in the dim light. The last thing he remembered was turning and looking at Raven knowing that she had blacked out and that she wouldn't remember this even happening, but he was glad for that. She didn't need to know that they where monsters and that now he would barely be able to keep his hidden.

(End)

Dr. Jonathan sat in shock. "A monster, is that what your father told you you are?"

Felix let out a sigh. He knew he wouldn't believe him. He stood up and left before he could say anything else. He passed Ally and the guard.

"What happened?" Ally asked.

He kept walking. He hated her. He had over heard her say she knew it was going to happen, but she only decided to stop it at the last minute. He got in the car and slammed the door.

A few minutes later they arrived at the orphanage.

"You have to go and mingle for a few minutes while I make a phone call." Ally said walking away from him.

He hated talking to people. They always hated him. He strolled over and leaned against the wall. He stood there in though and didn't notice a girl coming up to him.

"You look nice today." She said flipping her blonde hair over her shoulder and batting her eyelashes at him.

"You wouldn't say that if you knew what I was Becky." He glared at her.

She frowned and walked back over to her group of friends.

He over heard her say. "Your right, he's weird."

"Told you he's weird, but it doesn't change the fact that he's cute." Her brown haired friend said.

They all giggled. Felix was getting tired of the girls at this place. After standing alone for about thirty minutes Ally returned and took him to his room. She placed a large plate of food with some utensils. She also placed the meds and water on the nightstand again.

"I know it's been a long day, but I have good news for you in the morning, goodnight Felix." And she left the room.

He ate his dinner in silence. Looking over to his meds he grabbed the water and chugged it. He hid the pills under the mattress. He didn't care anymore. Without his sister he had nothing to stay sane for. He laid down and fell asleep.