Joel and Matt

Chapter 4

Joel's​ POV

I'm curled up in a ball on my bed, crying. I haven't cried as much since Matt saved my ass in seventh grade. I think to myself:

Fucking God..

Why, how long have they been together?

Why does this happen?

Why does this hurt...

Matt's POV

I stare at my ceiling. Thinking.I could see the pain in Joel. I've known him long enough to know when he's hurting.

Stupid Beth Clarke.

That bastard..

She really did it this time.

Trying to get into my pants.

I need her to back off from us.

WHY THE HELL WON'T SHE UNDERSTAND THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH JOEL!!!

My eyes bluge. My face becomes warm with sweat and blush.
HOLY SHIT I AM GAY.
What do I do now..

After a few minutes of thinking, I hear sobbing? Wait that's Joel's crying. I should have went to check on him earlier. I run to his room. Scared what I'll find.

I go in Joel's room. The room almost completely dark. But I can still see him. He's crying in his sleep. Murmuring that he isn't good enough. But for what exactly?

I whisper. Don't cry

I lay down beside him wrap my arm around him.

Please don't cry..