;Death seems more inviting than life
;She says shes fine but shes going insane, she says she feels good but shes in a lot of pain, she says its nothing but its really alot she shes okay but shes really not.
;eyes without life
too tired of goodbyes
never felted embraced
and frightened of every face
a life in disguise
hope forever died.
;i sit and for you to be there
sometimes i wonder if you even care?
i sit and i cry waiting for the end
all you do is sit there and pretend
that im not even there and the depression
isnt real, as i sit in a corner
and weep and weep its to hard to swollow
to hard to breath
the mask is coming undone
revealing the pain, revealing the sorrow
i sit and yell, i feel so alone
you yell and you scream
i feel like a pathetic waste
lost in a sea of lies
i feel like this depression
will never die
can somebody help?
will anybody help me escape?
im begging now, just for a way out
i scream your name but your not there
finally i realize you dont care.
;its gotten to a point in my life where ive been hurt so many times
i can say
im used to it
but out of all the people
who could habe beaten me down
ripped me apart
made me feel less than worthy
why did it have to be
you??
;(so i wrote this next quote, it aint the but whatever)
i wrote this quote instead of hurting myself, you read this quote instead of doing the same.
so guys you know whats really sad? that the only reason i havent killed myself yet is because i dont want to hurt anyone but the reason i want to kill myself is because everyone is hurting me...
thats all i got to say but lately i dont want to reach it to my birthday (which is on March 7th).. but i got to hold on.. for my futures sake.. hmmp :s
but my grandma passed away :s RIP Grandma Cheryl <3 gone but not forgotten, Heavens gained an angel <3 <3 <3
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Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems
Poetryso these are poems and quotes that i really like and dont mind i like to also write about my life,