Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 32

Im sorry i barely update anymore..ive just lost the motivation to do anything lately.. :/ im so sorry, forgive me?

;Im the type of girl that could have tears streaming down my face but still insist that im fine.

;I hate myself more and more each day, i cant seem to stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore, I cant even stand the sound of my voice...this self hatred is eating me alive and i just want to love myself again.

;Im smiling but im dying, trying not to drag my feet.

;Am i better off dead? Am i better off a quitter?

;She was just so tired.. Physically and mentally, She just wanted to close her eyes and never open them again.

;If you look into my eyes you will see all the pain ive been trying to hide behind my smile..

So guys.. I just got a couple extra notes... If anyone needs someone to talk to.. you could kik me (lorissa.anderson) or add me on facebook (lorissa runns) or ask me on tumblr (shesjustalostsoul) or on here, im here, trust ive been through alot so im pretty sure ill beable to help you, so message if you need to,

Stay strong~ You'll be okay again some day~
<3 <3 <3