im disgusting

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when you look in the mirror you see yourself but sometimes you don't.you don't usually look in mirrors.Because when you do, you see someone ugly someone that you wouldn't talk to if you saw them at school.when you look in the mirror you wish that person wasn't you because you honestly can't even comprehend how ugly you feel you look.and when people say oh your so pretty you honestly don't believe them at all because your not.you wonder why half these people hang out with you because they are pretty they are skinny they are popular.but your not.you try and think oh maybe I am pretty and skinny because these people actual talk to me and like me and hang out with me.but you knew your stupid for thinking that because you know your not popular or pretty out shiny your you.and that's worse than being a nerd or that girl that everyone makes fun of and she knows they make fun of her.no they make fun of you but they do it behind your back.example the guy you like it all the guys you've ever liked never like you back because your ugly your not skinny your obnoxious . but you tell yourself it's ok he's not worth it. but he is, and you know it.Or when your family says look it she's beautiful so grown up you say thank you and smile bit you know it's not true so you get mad you pretend it's true and you believe it but then you look I'm the mirror again and think. I wish they were right. but they never are.

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