ALYSSA POV:
Have you ever been starstruck? Seen a person and felt instantly attracted to them..like you have some sort of chemistry? Well that's how I felt when I awkwardly hugged Cam, my boyfriends best friend, instead of my actual boyfriend.
It was really awkward for me because I could never have eyes for anyone else but Nash. He's my world. But something about that hug made me feel...different than I do with Nash.
As I slammed into the boy's arms, the way he brought me into his chest gave me instant feels. I felt protected. The touch of his hands on my body sent shivers down my spine. Of course I thought it was Nash at first....But still.
Even after I realized it wasn't Nash, the hug felt so right. Yet...so wrong. I looked into Cam's eyes and was trapped. They seemed to stare into my soul. I saw myself in his eyes, a side of me I had never seen before. The vulnerable side. I thought me knees were going to go week yet I plastered a suprised look on my face to hide my confusion and bounding emotions. Then I decided to let go, I couldn't hug another guy if I was going to develop these feelings. So I just played off the hug as "accident" as it had begun.
Kissing Nash for the first time in forever felt perfect. I missed his lips, pressed against mine. His soft lips and his tongue as he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. It was an amazing moment with him...but I didn't really feel sparks. Bad kiss? Far from it...just it was different. Like having been away from each other changed my feelings. Of course I still love him..but it's not the same.
Nash seemed unaffected however. Didn't notice a thing as he introduced me to Cam, who I couldn't take my eyes off of. I feel like at his touch, I remember him from somewhere yet I've never met him before and it's honestly the strangest thing. So I could not help but watch him awkwardly, not knowing really what to say or do but just wave a bit and refrain from blushing. his eyes seemed to be pinned on me as well during Nash's introduction. He seemed kind of disturbed, and confused. Or starstruck....? Nah..
I was just suprised. I was not expecting him to open the door at all. And now it's all awkward here with him because I got butterflies from his grasp that I don't get when I'm with Nash...my BOYFRIEND. Nash, Nash, Nash...what more can I do then try and keep a safe distance of Cam...I don't trust myself. It's the best option for my relationship with Nash. Better yet for Nash's sake. I can't risk our relationship just because I feel special around his best friend..it's not worth it. Nash is too sweet to have to suffer from anything of that sort. I just hope his buddy can take a hint.
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