Alive?

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"Amanda can you hear me sweetie, Amanda I'm here so is Adam we just need you to open your eyes" I could still hear the beeping. It was the machine attached to me telling the doctes my vital signs and if I was still alive, but beeping means I'm dieing!!

"A-Adam" it was all I could say I couldn't leave him even though I knew it was all a dream, the feelings the lust his love, the kiss, all of it.

The doctors were trying to rush Adam out they already rushed mom out but my heart beat sped up and I felt as if I was going to pass out. I was thinking 'Adam don't go not again I need the Adam in my dreams I need you please, don't make him leave. Why does everyone leave'

"Nooooooo" I hear Adam scream about to cry, he was going to cry because of me I was hurting him "I can't leave her I won't I promised her mom! Look at the heart monitor she was calm with me she will slip back into a coma without me here, I can't leave her. I don't want to"

Right then my life flashed before my eyes and I was a little kid again with my dad and my real mom but, why this day? It was the day my mother died I was 7 years old.

"Papa please" I was balling "momma isn't moving we need to help her please papa" he was holding a knife and I just saw it, why did he have a knife? Momma was making dinner. The knife had blood on it, it's momma's blood I know it.

"Papa? Why are you holding that knife? Do you not love me and momma anymore? I-Im sorry papa!!" Mom was out with her lawyer today maybe momma didn't love papa anymore. What was I to think I'm 7 momma and papa always faught, Always.

"WHY DO YOU LOOK LIKE THAT SKANK" I hear papa yell at me as he walks towards me with the knife and all I can do it wiper in fear "papa I love you so does momma s-she needs help, you need help" I felt papa grab me and cut my legs. That was the first time of always. Momma couldn't save me now.

The bright light switched and I was now 11 years old this is where I met Aimee, Katie, Hannah, and Laura. My best friends at must new school after I moved in with Katherine. They didn't know what happened and that's how it was going to stay. Laura had me telling her almost everything and Katie was my animal lover. Aimee knew when I was upset even if I didn't say anything. And Hannah she was always there quiet as ever but just as smart and powerful as anyone.

The day Laura found out about my dad was when I was 13 on July 10th and she heard everything when she was over and heard Katherine on the phone telling my story she saw my scars and scolded me because I didn't tell her but understood everything and we watched Netflix and ate popcorn until 2am.

Now the day I met Adam. Why is this important? So what he's a 14 year-olds crush? I'll get over him and he will never know how I feel never know about my dad like Laura, but it was special because he was there he was with me and he acted cold but was funny a little quite but teased me all the time first class. Then I saw the my accident and saw it was Adam behind me, it wasn't my dad! But how? It felt weird but seeing Adam he looked sad like he regretted something? Like he was about to do something he didn't want to.

Then my dad's voice came through my head and I heard him say "you can't excape me can you" it freaked me out and I thought I was going to die. Don't people's lives flash before their eyes before they die? Am I going to die! I can't I need Adam I want him to know how I feel I want to be with him just not right now!?

Adams POV

Amanda's heart monitor went skyrocketing and I wanted to stay she looked at me and reached out her hand before I started to yell. I hate what I signed up for but I have to do it. I wanted Amanda to be safe but I had this feeling that was different, I don't normally let people in but I have to for Amanda it's my job. It's what I'm here for.

I saw Amanda's eyes start to close as I pushed past the doctors to get to her I squeezed her hand as I was pulled away I was left in the hall with Katherine. "Katheri-" I tried to talk but was cut off " don't tell me it will be okay? Does this look okay? No! She could die and it's all my fault for moving her here three years ago she didn't need to move we needed to get away from her father!" I felt awful now they tried to excape her father but ended up closer then ever to him. "There was a strange mad in her room before", I pause to see Katherine's reaction she was struck with fear "he walked in and said she couldn't excape him that's why I said I would stay with her. I want to keep her safe but I can't if I don't know what is happenin. I need you to tell me who he was, who you are, and what happened to Amanda."

She started to cry as she told me everything her dad did everything that happened to her because of this one man. This awful man I clenched my fists and got pissed how could anyone hurt her.

Why do I work for the man who almost killed her more then once?

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