My One And Only•Jeff Atkins

So stressed

It's been 5 weeks since people found out me and Jeff are a "thing" but jokes on them. We really aren't. Oh well. But we have had are sweet times. Like a real relationship. And I'm catching feeling for him. And I don't want to. But I can't tell him. Anyways in 3 days is prom. But for the juniors. So like yeah. And I still don't have anything. But I'll go shopping today. I got up and looked at myself. I look like a mess. I went inside the shower. I took like a 57 min shower. I went back to my room. And yes. I am back to my room. I didn't want to disturb Clays personal space and time. So I left. And I'm ok with that. Jeff has been coming over a lot. I went to my closet. I need to find something comfy. I have basketball practice today after school. And I don't want to change. I got my adidas shirt. Then adidas pants. I went to my shoes. I got my retro 9 Jordans. I changed to all that and damn. I look fine.

I went to my bathroom. I did French braids. And it actually came out nice. I went to my room and got my makeup bag. I went back to my room. And I applied fake eyelashes, eyeliner, eyebrows, and a brownish matte lip gloss. (Makeup in the front🔝🔝🔝)

I got my phone from my night stand and I went downstairs. And like I said before. No one is here. I looked at my phone and it was 8:30am and school doesn't start till 8:45. I lay in my couch and go through my phone. 5 mins passed. And it was 8:40.

I walked out my house and got inside my car.

*Skips car ride cause it's boring*

I got to school and everyone was looking at me. Like everyone. I quickly walked pass them. And I went to my locker. While I was getting my things out I heard a cough. I closed my locker and looked at the person. It was Zach. I gave him and really confused face.

"So did you and Jeff break up." He says playing with his fingers.

"Um no we are perfectly fine. Thanks for asking." I say while giving him a fake smile.

"Oh really cause there's this picture that's going viral and it's him and a girl kissing." Zach said smiling.

No wonder everyone was looking at me. I bet it was one of his old girlfriends. And I'm not sad cause we aren't dating.

"It's probably one of his old girlfriends." I say. And once I finish I walk away. I go to the bathroom. I don't want to go to first period. So Ima stay in a stall for an hour. About 35 mins passed and I heard someone get in.

"Omg Jeff is so much better thank that betchy girl." I hear a girl say. And I know they're talking about me.

"But I heard they broke up." The other girl said.

"Yeah it was obvious he was using her" the other girl said.

I heard the door close. They're gone. For some reason it affected me. A tear slipped. I got out the bathroom. I didn't want to be in school anymore. I walked out the school. I got in my car. I started pour tears. I started my car. I went to my house. I ran to my room. I grabbed my phone. I went to snapchat. I was still crying. I took a picture of my eyes falling out of my eyes. I captioned it.  "Why does shit always come to me." I put it in my snapchat. Knowing clay and Jeff would see it.

I got my shit together. I got up. Got my makeup bag. I went to my bathroom. All my makeup was messed up. I cleaned everything with a makeup wipe. I applied my make. And I actually put effort into it. It came out really good. I walked out my bathroom. I went to my closet. I grabbed my adidas crop top. And then high waisted black shorts. I then grabbed my black boots.

I put it on and damn I looked good. I grabbed my wallet from my wallet. I walked downstairs. I went out my house and into my car.

It was like a 20 min ride to the mall. My music was there with me. Swalla, juke jam, say ok, no problem, wanna be cool, broccoli. And I singed to each of them. I got to the mall. I got out my car. I felt my phone buzz. I looked at it. It was a message from Clay.

Claydoo: hey what happened. Everyone is talking about you. And you left school.

I rolled my eyes. I just want everyone away from me. I want to be alone in this point. I continued to walk. I walked around the mall. I went inside a store that sells prom dresses. But really pretty prom dresses.
I went inside and started to walk around the store. I spotted a beautiful black dress. I went up to it. I grabbed it and took it to the dressing rooms. I closed the door and put it on. I looked myself in the mirror. And damn I looked fine. I out in my regular clothes and walked out. I went to the cashier and payed for it. Woahhh. $250. Eh whatever. I'll still pay for it. I went out the door to go find shoes. While I was walking I saw someone familiar. I looked closer. It was JEFF. With Zach and Justin. Oh god no. I walked the other way. I heard someone say my name. Nope ain't turning around. I found a nearby store where they wouldn't find me. I was walking around. But of course low key. And I found these really cute heels I can wear with my dress. I grabbed and looked at the price. 30 bucks. Not bad. I went to the cashier. But bending down still. The cashier gave me a confused looked. She was about to say something until I stopped her.

"People were following me and I have to stay under cover. But I found these pumps that fits perfectly with my prom dress. So of course I have to buy them." I said still bending.

She nodded her head and swiped the shoes. And then she put them in her bag.

"30 dollars please."

I went to my wallet and got out the thirty bucks and gave it to her. She smiled and gave me the bag.

"Have a great day ma'am. And try not to get caught." She said looking at me.

I chuckled.
"You too. And thank you. I'll try my best." I said waving her good bye.

I got out the store. Still low key. I have a prom dress and shoes. I can do my makeup and my hair by myself. Or I could just invite Hannah. Yeah I'll do that. I carefully walked out the mall. I went to my car. I stood normal now. I don't have to worry.
While I was putting my dress and shoes in the car I heard someone scream my name. And I knew exactly who it was.
JEFF. Oh no. Not today. I quickly went to my seat. I turned on the car and quickly went out the parking spot. Whoo. That was close. Can't wait to go home

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Hey guys. Sorry I haven't been here lately. I just came back from spring break. And I have a lot of homework. Also I'm moving. So I'm really not on my phone lately. Or my computer. But hey. I'm back. And go see my other book I have . I just published the chapter today. Next chapter I'll be writing about the schedule. Bye guys. Love you. And VIVA MEXICO. 🇲🇽🤘