Today my parents work in a brewery gaining money, while I am home doing completely random things, I text him in the morning yet there is no response, I call him to make sure he's ok but he doesn't answer, I continusly tell myself "don't keep calling, your being really
clingy, he's fine, he said he'd call me so stop worrying". I stop calling and half an hour later he calls. I happy that he calls but soon says that he has to go, so then I go back to worrying about being too clingy the day goes by and there is no call back from him and I begin to stress, I go down to my grandmothers house, it's been 2 long years since she passed away and I go to the room where every year consisted of the father of our family as we celebrate the holiday but now I stand on an empty room and the many memories just stare back at me and. I tell myself that those memories will never come back, I can't relive them so stop wishing it. For once in so long I've never felt so alone.
