As we walk to the house I remember why Drew was so quiet. I mean for God's sake the last thing I yelled at him was "Get over it Drew. You'd be doing the same thing if you had a girlfriend ,but your to childish to get one because Jaiden died get over it don't ruin our relationships because you don't have one" and why because he was trying to protect me from getting pregnant. "Look were that got us" I think. I must have said it out loud because Wes says "I'm sorry baby. You know if I would've just drove there anyway this would've happened." "There is always an I should've but it's the things that happen that we can't change ,the mistakes, that make us better" I say. Wes kisses my forehead and we walk inside. I see Drew and run up and hug him. I'm sitting on his lap with my arms around his neck and my head in his chest crying. Drew is confused ,but holds me close and hugs me anyway. He kisses my forehead and makes me look up at him. "Shhh Issy it's ok sweetie. It could've happened to anyone it's ok. Shhhh calm down sweetie" Drew says. I just nod my head and flop down on the couch.