Your Mines

Gone

Amber

"Come In Baby..." Dequantes Said.  I Walked Into His Condo. It Was Big But Not To Big "What Happened" He Asked. I Told Him About Mia, The Neglect, Lies, Everything. I Just Didn't Tell Him About Him Being In The Game.

"Yoo That's Fucked Up Ma, But Hes Not The Only One Wrong In This Relationship" "I Guess Your Right,  But Ion Wanna Speak To Him Right Now" He Nodded.

After A Few Hours Of Just Talking And Chilling He Gave Me Some Clothes So I Can Take A Shower. I Started To Sing ♪ I Don't Even Know What I Want From Love Anymore, It Seems Like My Love For You Just Left Right Out The Door. That Night I Left, I Still Had Yo Ring On, I Guess It Was Just A Memory I Had To Sleep On. Not Forgetting About Our Past, I Just Want A New Start A New Life A New Nigga Fa Me To Lean On   , ♪

When I Stepped Out The Shower De (Dequantes) Was Standing Right There. "I Never Knew You Could Sing Ma " "It's Alot You Ion Know About Me" He Smirked And Took Me To This Room. It Look Like A Studio. "Go Stand Infront Of The Mic And Sing What You Sung In The Shower

♪I Don't Even Know What I Want From Love Anymore, It Seems Like My Love For You Just Left Right Out The Door. That Night I Left, I Still Had Yo Ring On, I Guess It Was Just A Memory I Had To Sleep On. Not Forgetting About Our Past, I Just Want A New Start A New Life A New Nigga Fa Me To Lean On ♪ Then De Grabbed The Mic

♪ Baby Lemme Be That Nigga You Can Depend On. I Promise You I'm Gon Be That Nigga That Slide That Ring On. If You Just Give Me The Chance , I'll Make You Your Own Love Song. I Promise This Won't Go Wrong, I'll Treat You Like A,Queen Now Come And Sit On My Throne.  " I Looked At Him , This Time I Was The One Kissing Him, Rubbing On Him Pushing Up On Him.

Next Thing I Know We Were Fucking On The Couch In The Studio

Damnn.  I know my Grandmother Wouldn't Like What I'm Becoming,  It Seems As If My Whole Life Changed Ever Since She Died.  I Feel Like A Hoe, I feel Like My Life Ain No Good. I Need To Change , Not Only For Me But For My Kids.

Next Morning

I Woke To See That I Had A Whole Bunch Of Texts And Missed Calls From Chyna And Andre.  I Called Chyna Back

"Hello" "Omfg Girl You Had Me Scared, Andre Told Me What Happened You Okai?  " "Yeah I'm With De, I'll Talk To You Later Byee " Then I Hung Up The Phone.

De Rolled Over Hugging Me Around My Waist And Kissing On My Neck "GoodMorning Babe,  Last Night Was Everything" I Just Nodded.  To Be Honest, I Really Just Wanna Be Friends. I Don't Need Any Relationships With Anybody. I Gotta Fix Myself First.

Getting Up From His Bed, I Made My Way To The Door "Where You Going?" "Home" "Wtf!  So You Fuck Me Then Leave.... I Was Really Feeling You Amber " I Turned Around To Look At Him "I Guess So, I Can't Keep Fucking Around With These Niggas.  I Gotta Get My SHIT Together. Being With You Made Me Realize Something"

Opening The Door To My House, I See Andre Laying On The Couch With A Bunch Of Tissues Around Him. "Woah" I Said To Myself.  I Cleaned Up The Mess And Checked On The Kids

"I Love You Cassie" I Kissed Her On Her Forehead "I Love You Diamond" I Kissed Her On The Nose "I Love You King" I Kissed Him On The Cheek. I Packed All Of My Things And Brought Them Downstairs

"What Are You Doing??" Andre Said "I'm Leaving" He Stood Up From The Couch And Walked Over To Me "What Do You Mean Your Leaving!!!! " "I Mean I'm Gone, Outta Hea, 2'ss Nigga " He Shook His Head

"Your Leaving Your Children" "Im Coning Back" "HOW DO I KNOW THAT AMBER?! HUH?  WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL YOUR DAUGHTER WHEN SHE ASK WHERE ARE YOU? YOU JUST CAN'T FUCKING LEAVE WHEN SHIT GET ROUGH....YOU GOTTEN STAY AND FIGHT TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT! " "I Can't Let Her See Me Like This Andre....Ima Fucking mess. Do You Know What I Did Last Night.... I Went Out And Fucked This Duded Andre.... On His Damn Couch. I Only Knew Dude First Name Andre. And I Met Him At A Strip Club "

"Calm Down Amber, We Can Get Through It Together" "No No  No. I'm Done Trying To Make Things Right" "Why??"

"I Just Can't Fucking Take It Anymore" I Hugged Him And Cried On His Chest. He Kissed My Head And Told Me Everything Is Gonna Be Alright "No It's Not Andre, Stop Saying That! My Life Has Been A Living Hell Ever Since I Got Pregnant " "Mommy" Cassie Came Down The Stairs Rubbing Her Eyes

"Yes Baby" I asked "I Missed You Last Night, Don't Ever Leave Me Again Please" I Started Crying Even Harder "I Love You Too Baby,  Go Back To Bed " Andre Was Just Looking At Me "Amber Stay, We Can Fix This" "Fix What Andre.... Huh?  You Don't Even Know What's Broken Andre......  How Do You Heal A Broken Heart."

Everything Got Quiet. The Only Thing You Heard, Was The Bird Chirping Outside. "I'm.... I'm... I'm Sorry Andre I Have To Go"

Andre

How Can She Fucking Leave Me. Especially With Her Kids...Really?? I Know SHIT Hard But You Just Don't Up And Leave Like That. 

I Laid Back Down On The Couch And Just Through My Head Back. I'm Not About To Stress About Her, That's Her Damn Decision. "Andre Where's My Mommy" Cassie Asked.  I Sighed "Come Here Lil Mama " She Walked Over To, And I Put Her On My Lap. "Your Mom, Is Going Through Things, She Just Need To Figure Some Things Out" "What Does That Mean?"

"She's Not Coming Back Cassie" It Broke My Heart To Say That, Lil Mama Starred Crying Her Heart Out. All I Could Do Is Hold Her. I Know How It Feels To Have Someone To Walk Out On You .

???

As I Walked Down The Alley, A Black Car Pulled Up. *BANG BANG BANG* I Was Wincing In Pain On The Cold Hard Floor.  Nobody Heard My Screams, Everything Seem To Die Out. The Last Thing I Heard Was A Door Open.........

OOPSS !