Your Mines

Pain

C A S S I E

"Cassie Really?" I Pulled Away From

Chris.  Junior Was Standing There Looking At Me With Hurtful Eyes.

"Don't Say Shit To Me Junior!  You Fucked That Bitch,  And You Probably Got Ha Ass Pregnant" "HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES I GOTTA TELL YOU IT WASN'T ME!" He Yelled Coming Closer To Me . Seeing The Veins Pop Out His Neck Was Sexy Ass Hell.

"Don't Be Yelling At Her Like That!" Chris Said.  "Why You Kissing On My Girl I Thought We Were Boys? " "I'm Not Yo Girl! " "YES TF YOU ARE.  CASSIE WHY WOULD YOU BELIEVE HER! "

"She Had Fucking Proof That YOU Was Texting Her " "It Wasn't Me!  How Many Times I Gotta Tell YOU That!

"Ok Say If I Fucked Chris,  And Chris Recorded Us . You Saw The Video & Confronted Me About It.  I Said It Wasn't Me BUT THERE'S FUCKING PROOF THAT WE WAS FUCKING" I Stopped And Laughed " I Can Still Say It Wasnt Me Right? " I Said In A Smart Ass Tone

"Soooo.... You Fucking Chris" "Bitch I Might Be " I Said While Laughing. Chris Started Laughing Too. Junior Didn't Find Any Of This Shit Funny. "Just Chill- " Chris Started To Say But Got Cut Off By Junior.

"Don't Tell Me To Just Chill.  Y'all Fucking Behind My Back & Kissing . YOU Supposed To Be My Bestfriend But You Fucking The Girl Im In Love With." I Froze.....  Did He Really Just Say What I Think He Said? My Mom Always Told Me To Watch Out For Those Words. 

"Your In Love With Me?" "Yes Cassie.  I'm In Love With You. I Promise I Didn't Fuck Yo Sister,  I Would Never Do That To You. I Want You To Have My First Seed,  So Why Would I Go And Fuck That Bitch. She Tryna Set Me Up Baby. Please Forgive Me."

"Your In Love Me" I Asked Again. Still Not Believing Him The First Time He Said It. Everything Was Just Hitting Me All At Once.  Ion Even Know What To Do  "Yes Cassie Yes. I'm In Love With Your Crazy Ass. Baby  , Even Though We're Young I Wanna Be With You Forever. People Try And Break Us  , Cause They Want What We Got But They Cant Have It. That's Why We Have To Stay Together So That We Can Make These Hoes Jealous" Chris Started Clapping And Smiling

"My Nigga  , You Done Fell In Love. What You Said Almost Made My Back Ass Cry Like Foreal.  making Me Wanna Settle Down. But Naaaa These Hoes Ain Loyal  " He Started Wiping Imaginary Tears From His Face "I'm In Love With You Too. I'm Sorry For Everything I Did To You.  Especially Punching You In The Face"

"Hahaaaaaa She Hit You? Ohhh You Pussy. That's Why You Wearing Them Glasses Cause She Decked Yo Ass In The Eye. Cause I Know Damn Well It Ain't No Damn Sun In The Hospital. For You To Be Wearing Sunglasses" Chris Started Laughing Hard. Even In Pain This Nigga Funny.

I'm Not Gon Lie I Do Have A Lil Crush On Chris. But I'm Not Even Gon Worry Bout Him Right Now,  I'm Worried About My Baby Junior. .

"Ayee Chris Shutup But We Funna Go Back To My House " "Don't Make Any Baby's! "He Yelled As We Walked Out The Door.

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Junior Thrusted In And Out Of Me Slowly. Taking Deep Long Strokes "AHHHH YESSS CHRIS"  Everything Seemed To Stop . "What Did You Just Say?" Oh Shit......

A M B E R

"Why Is This Nigga Here Amber" "He Wanna See His Damn Son""That's All He Better Be Seeing Amber. I'm Not Fucking Playing With You" I Rolled My Eyes  , Andre Grabbed Me By My Chin And Made Me Face Him

"If I Find Out You Fucking Around With That Nigga  . Ima Fuck Yo Ass Up. And I Mean That Physicially " He Said Grabbing My Ass "Mentally" He Kissed My Forehead "And Sexually" He Grabbed My Kat 

"You Not Gon Fucking Touch Me Andre" "You Right I'm Not..... Just KNOW Yo Ass Gon Be Mine.  Lemme Find Out ANYTHING Amber    

...Anything"

Ion Know Why Andre Think I'm Scared Of Him. He Ain No Fucking Body. I Walked Downstairs,  To Where Nico And King Was Talking. When Nico Saw Me He Stood Up. "I Guess Ima Go Now , Bye Lil Man.  Remember What I Told You"

Nico And I Were Standing Outside, By His Car.  "Amber  , Do You Ever Think About Us?  Being A Family And Getting Back Together And Shit? " Nico Asked Holding My Right Hand,  Using His Thumb To Rub Circles In My Palm.   I Looked Around  , And Saw Andre Staring At Us From My Bedroom Window. I Swear This Nigga A Damn Creeper. .

"I Did  , Once.  But Now I'm Happy. You Not Bout To Bring Yo Sexy Mixed Ass Back In My Life And Try And Destroy My Family" Nico Walked Closer To Me "So You Think I'm Sexy?" He Bit Down On His Lip. "U-U-Uhh Nooo "

"Just Admit,  Yo Nigga Ain Gon Find Out" Nico Got Even Closer  , I Kept Backing Up . Andre Was Still Staring At Us,  I Know For A Fact He Gon Say Some Shit.

Soft Lips,  Being Pressed Against Mines. Strong Hands Gripping My Ass. Nico Was Kissing Me,  And I Was Enjoying It.  Quickly Pulling Away,  I Ran Into The House "Amber Get Yo Ass Upstairs" Andres Voice Boomed From Upstairs "Ayee King, To Yo Friends House For A While " I Yelled While Going Upstairs..... 

Walking Into The Room Andre Was Naked. He Looked Hella Mad , That Shit Was A Major Turn On. "Strip" Was All He Said. "No"........

A N D R E

Amber Think I'm Playing With Her.  I'm Funna Have Ha Ass Screaming All Night. Ion Even Care If She Pregnant. 

D I A M O N D

"Are You Sure You Want To Do This Ma'am? " The Doctor Asked. Thinking About How This Could Change My Whole Life. "Yes I'm Sure.....I Want To Abort This Baby"

Sitting At The Park Crying My Eyes Out. I Just Killed An Innocent Child  Because Of My Selfish Ways.  Ion Think I Can Live With Myself

. My Phone Started Ringing.  "Hello" I Said With A Shaky Voice "How Is Our Baby?" Tony Asked

My Heart Stopped.  "The -The Baby Doing Fine Tony" "When The Next Appointment" I Cried Harder.  "What's The Matter Diamond" "Nothing I Gotta Go . Ima Talk To You Later"

I Hung Up The Phone.  Looking At The Beautiful View Of The Lake Ahead Of Me. I Started Daydreaming About The Baby,  Tony And I   Being A Family. I Chuckled.  The Baby Looked Just Like Us,  It Was A Pretty Baby Girl.  We Named Her "Faith" . But Like I Said It Was Only A Daydream

Oh Lord, I Just Made A Dumb Mistake. I Wish I Never Did That. I Just Couldn't Take The Pressure,  That Was Being Placed On Me. If Only There Was A Damn Redo Button. "SHIT" I Yelled Out Loud.  People Started Staring At Me But I Didn't Give Af. I Was Going Threw Shit

"May I Ask What's Wrong With You . I Mean If You Mind Me Asking?" The Gorgeous Boy Asked. I Mean He Was,Stunning. But That Still Ain Take Away The Damn Pain I Felt Inside Me.

That Baby Was The Only Thing Close To Me. The Only Thing I Actually Loved. But I Just Killed It...... Destroying It's Life Before It Ever Started.

The More I Though About All The Things I Ever Did. The More I Hated Myself. I Stood On The Edge By The Lake And Jumped In Yelling "God Please Take My Soul" My Last Words Were ........ "Amber I'm Sorry"