It isn't easy.
It's one hell of a difficult task.
But I never chose this.
I never chose being a fangirl.
I was chosen.
It felt like I was born to support them.
I was born for them. Not to be their lifetime partner but to be part of their lives.
I've been into many fandom but I've never been too attached like what this fandom did to me.
And I must say it feels good. To be part of the family.
I'm proud to be an ARMY.