This may turn out longer than normal, plus I'm shocked your still here. So, for today it's Easter Sunday, correct? When for most of you reading this its probably over. Though, you know when you're just thinking 'I wanna jump in front of a bus right now' and you feel self-pity and blah blah blah? If you've never felt this way, then you've probably never fallen in depression or just have gotten over it, now I am really wondering why are still here. Alright then, If you wanna continue reading, carry on. Do you sometimes feel that when someone yells at you, you take that as physical punishment? If you do, heh, we've got something in common. back on the topic, do you sometimes think 'Are my efforts good enough? Are my mistakes that big of a deal that I need to be consistently reminded of them to make me feel even worse? DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH MENTAL PAIN I'M IN?!' oops, my fault I made that got slightly out of hand. Anyway, do you sometimes feel that you're under water and every time you try to reach the surface, another wave of despair washes over you? That's how I feel most likely. Don't be ignorant about a person feels on the inside, they could even be dead mentally already. It's not about their facade. When a person finally breaks down, don't think they've just fallen recently.
"They've just finally snapped."
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Life Behind Life
SachbücherThis is a set of daily logs that will explain how my life is going. Most likely 90% will be depressing. I know aI recently released a book at the time of this description. Please if you are in this situation, just so you know this is my life as well...
