Don't let me be the last to know. (The Wanted Fanfic) UNDER EDITING!

Don't let me be the last to know. Part 6-

Lizzie Pov-

School passed by and the awkwardness faded more and more each day. Zayn made an effort to be nice and make me feel better. He smiled at me, spoke to me, and acted normal; I did the same.

''Lizzie wait!'' I saw Nathan running towards me. As I looked passed him, Zayn was stood there with Ella. They were flirting again like they always did when me and him were together. Anger and sadness flowed through me as I lost the happy feeling I was starting to regain.

''Are you okay?'' Nathan asked, snapping me out of my moment. ''Yeah.'' I replied smiling.

We walked together to maths but I couldn't help but look back at Zayn and glare at Ella. They made me feel so much anger and I hated it. I was starting to feel better but he's ruined it again; typical Zayn.

He caught my gaze during the lesson. He smiled at me but instead of smiling back, I rolled my eyes and looked away. I couldn't be bothered anymore.

*

I put away my books after finishing my homework, finally. College took the piss sometimes with the amount of work they gave us!

Tapping noises came from my window but I ignored it and lay my head on my pillow, thinking of today. What had happened? Why did I feel like I did?

Zayn.

He's still there, like he's always in my thoughts and I can't get away from him. But every time he is, it's for different reasons.

Love, hate, anger, lust , jealousy...

^^All of the above!

The tapping on my window got louder.

''For fuck sake!'' I muttered to myself, walking to the window. I looked into the pitch black, only just to make out Zayn's shadow. ''Please Lizzie, let me in.'' He pleaded.

I shut my curtains. I ignored him, I didn't want to see his face.

''FUCK!'' I heard him shout after there was a bang on the wall. I walked down the stairs, sighing to myself, and unlocked the back door. ''Come in.'' I mumbled. We both sat down at the table and I noticed his knuckles were bleeding. ''You didn't need to punch the wall, you know?'' I chuckled. ''I didn't think you'd let me in.'' He replied.

I sighed again and dabbed his hand with the cloth. I knew it hurt him but his hand was a mess, it needed to be cleaned. He relaxed his hand in mine and entwined our fingers together. ''I still love you Lizzie.'' He said.

His other hand moved my head to face him. ''And I'm truly sorry. But do you know why I flirt with Ella? To hope it will make you want me again but it doesn't. It's stupid of me to think that but I miss you.'' He added. Tears clouded my eyes but none spilled out. My free hand stroked his cheek. ''I love you too Zayn.'' He smiled at me warmly. His lips met mine and that feeling I got every time, was there, in the pit of my stomach.

''But Zayn, can I trust you?'' I whispered. Both our eyes met and stared into each other. ''Of course you can, I promise I'll never hurt you again, your too important.'' He smiled. I relaxed and kissed him again.

* 

''Goodnight babe.'' He whispered. ''Night.'' I replied.

My head lay on his chest as I felt it rise and fall every time he breathed. What was I thinking before? I thought Zayn was a prick, that I hated him. But now, I love him again, he makes me feel special. 

Whether this was the right decision, I didn't know. And how will the others take it? Lucy and Nathan. Lucy will think I'm stupid for taking him back but eventually be happy for me again. Nathan? Again, I didn't know. He'll hate me, I mean I like him too, he likes me.

Zayn's arm tightened around me so I stopped thinking negative and though positive. If I love Zayn, they will respect it. And with that, I fell asleep peacefully.