MY FIRST #Hyungwonho (Discontinued)

Lost It All

After introducing me to Wonho, Minhyuk left us to get to know each other while he went off to dance and flirt somewhere. I unknowingly was on my 3rd cup of beer. I learned that Wonho lived alone. He moved out of his parents home a year ago. He also has an obsession with ramen. We were currently talking about how much he works out. He showed off the results of his hard work proudly. I couldn't help but stare at his well defined abs. This is where the changing point of my life started. I was well passed the dizzy stage and was pretty drunk. I could tell Wonho wasn't too sober either but he clearly could handle alcohol well. He hardly had a slur in his words. I still remember everything he said to me that day but the alcohol definitely took my ability to think things throughly. While Wonho was showing me his abs I let my hands glide across the hard muscles. Wonho looked at me with a mix of amusement and embarrassment. A guy like him gets embarrassed. I laughed a little but continued to admire his body. I didn't notice I was trailing my hands on his body until he stopped my hands. I moved away embarrassed when I realized what my hand was resting on. We both blushed. I quietly apologized. He smiled brightly and said it was ok. I smiled back. We looked at each other for a while. He changed suddenly. His facial expression had the look of lust. I'm sure I had the same expression written on my face because he went for it. He kissed me... and I kissed him back. I'd never kissed someone so how I was keeping the kiss going was beyond me. I lost full control of myself. By then I didn't know if it was the alcohol or the lust but I didn't push him away. I didn't stop him when he deepened the kiss or when he started adding tongue into the mix. I didn't stop him when he started to trail his hands around my body. When he lifted me into his arms and backed me up against the wall. I let him do it all. He pinned me against the wall and started grinding against me. He helped me wrap my legs around his waist and the grinding continued. My breaths became shallow as the intensity of our actions increased. I broke the kiss and gasped for breath. He kissed my lips then trailed kisses from my jawline, down to my neck. He started to suck and lightly bite my neck. I let out a moan as he sucked my sweet spot. I was hit with pleasure and lost feeling in my legs. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let him give me hickeys. We were at the back of the party by a corner in an unlit area. The shadows hid our sinful actions and the music hid our cries of pleasure. The sound of the music was blurred out and all I could hear was the sound of my heart beating and the little sounds Wonho would make. The feeling of him kissing me everywhere. The feeling of him caressing my body. I remember touching his body too. I especially remember him... entering me. I remember it all. All the feelings I felt that night. At the back of my mind I felt conflicted but I ignored it all and let things happen. I lost my virginity that night. In the back area of the living room in the middle of a party. My first kiss, also lost. All of me given to the host himself... Shin Hoseok. I let him take me, I a straight guy. I gave my all to a guy I only met that day.... I'm such an idiot. Fuck you Minhyuk...