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15

i sighed as i laid down on my bed, unable to stop shifting from side to side.

i decided to take a short break from school; give myself some time to relax and organize my thoughts. besides, it's not like my absence will have any impact on the students or teachers there.

would i come off as selfish if i were say, or even think, "except namjoon?"

maybe so. however, what harm will it do?

seeing him gives me butterflies, but i don't know if it's from him himself or his notes. just thinking about the upcoming school day gives me so much fear and sadness. but when i think about seeing him,

it's replaced with happiness and nervousness.