Hi, me again.
I tried to do this thing where I don't try to contact you in hopes you'd do it on your own. Didn't work, haven't talk to you in 5 days. I miss you, your voice when I call.. I hate that the only communication we've had between us is all technological, millennial, bullshit like facebook and snapchat. Not that it's bad, I just want more. More with you.
On a side note since we haven't talked I've dreamt about you more, sometimes just daydreams but that's okay.
I don't know if it's just a me thing, but I think about sex alot. So much so that I can't concentrate in school anymore. But the thing is, whenever I think of the real deal, I panic. I think of all the bad scenarios that could happen during it. I mean, wouldn't it suck if you had a panic attack in the middle of sex?
