Beside You ❤ (SaTzu)

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Days had past, Sana was completely moved on from her heartbreak and she's doing fine now. We both became extremely close with each others or should I say we're now having something special going on between the two of us or am I the only one who was thinking that there is something when there isn't, actually.

I woke up without Sana on my side, a few days ago we decided to bought a new bed, bigger than before so that we can sleep together. And it's in my favour because I can wake up every morning with the most beautiful girl on the planet, beside me. But she's not here today, where did she go? I immediately grown in concern.

I stand and took a shower before going outside the dorm. I walk on the street to breath some fresh air and hoping to see Sana. I sat down on a bench catching some fresh air, glancing at every people passing by.

I didn't noticed that I spend a lot of time sitting in the bench, I decided to come back at the dorm.

Maybe Sana was there by now and waiting for me to come home.

I smiled as I opened the door, but it quickly evades when I didn't see her inside, it doesn't disappointed me, it saddened me knowing that Sana was outside, she didn't even texted me where she is, at least.

I patiently waited for her to come home but time had passed so quickly, there is still no presence of her. I became even more worried and impatient. it's getting late and I cannot just sit here, doing nothing, knowing Sana wasn't home yet. I don't even know where she is.

It's already 11:33 pm when someone opened the door quietly, I know it's Sana and I know she's expecting me to be sleeping by now cause I never stayed up late because of my migraine. I just quietly wait for her to open the lights, and when she did I Immediately cleared my throat, that made her jumped, she look at me in shock.

"Tzu-ya I thought you we're asleep?"

"Well, you thought wrong," I coldly said to her. She just shrugged her shoulders before laying down on the bed.

"Where did you go?" I asked, keeping the coldness in me.

"At a friend party," she answered.

I rolled my eyes and flop myself on the bed, "you never told me whenever you will go out late," I sulk.

"Why would I? You're not even my girlfriend."

My eyes teared up with what she said, my heart felt like stabbed  million times. I sat and look away before stating another statement, "you're right, I'm not your girlfriend," I swallowed heavily as I quickly wipe away my tears before looking back at her.

Sana just completely zoned me out, it's clear to me now, She don't care about me, she doesn't know how that makes me feel, it makes me feel unwanted, how many more rejections from her do I have to heard before I even realize that Sana doesn't like me?

When will I ever learn?