Beside You ❤ (SaTzu)

TWELVE

Another day have come, Here I am... Watching how Sana burdens herself with thoughts of Chaeyoung, It's almost a week already since they broke up and it was really hard for her to accept that it's 'really over'.

"Are you ready?" I asked Sana, We planned yesterday that we will go to a psychiatric doctor because she was so depressed since she broke up with Chaeyoung and her serious problem of self mutilating. The bruises are not yet fading from her arms, It's making me worried so much.

Sana nodded at me, She stand and grabbed her jacket as we went outside the dorm.

We ride a bus to the 2yeon hospital, and after an hour we finally reached it. I hold Sana's hand tightly as we walk inside the hospital, heading the psychiatric ward. I don't know but... I feel so weird while walking, it seems like Why the hell am I feeling like Sana is crazy person just by walking towards this ward?! That feeling finally vanished when we reached the doctors room. I knocked and get inside, Sana just followed me silently the whole time.

A short haired girl named Jeongyeon was the doctor, She smiled at me and Sana as she invites us to sit "C'mon and take a sit," she said, We nodded and sat in two chairs separately, in front of the doctors desk.

"I was looking forward to meet you Sana, can you tell me how's it going in your life now? Any problems?" Jeongyeon said, I glanced at sana, She was answering Jeongyeon's question in a very low toned voice.

I roamed the room, everything was organized and clean. There are lots of bunny images, Just like before. I know Jeongyeon for almost a year already, ever since she was the one who checks me when I feel depression or stress. That's why I know I can trust her with Sana's case.

I glanced again at Sana, Her eyes were shaking and her tears were about to fall, but Doctor Jeongyeon immediately stopped her from crying when she suddenly do the 'break dancing' herself. Sana and I both burst from laughter.

"Tzuyu,'' Jeongyeon said, I look at her as an indication for her to start speaking, "Sana is fine, She just need barely of times to heal her heart,"

"But she has bruises," I added, Jeongyeon Immediately look at it "Can you leave us for a moment? There are some things I need to know about this," she said to me, I nodded and went outside the room. I sat in a chair beside the door, Sighing heavily.

Why does she have to kick me out? I want to hear what Sana will say about those bruises and how she feels right now.

My eyes teared up with a thought of 'sana was hurting physically and mentally' I just hope she will be fine, sooner. Suddenly someone offered me a handkerchief, I lift up my head to see and I'm surprised to see her wearing a nurse clothes.

"Nayeon unnie?!" I asked, She nodded hesitantly and smiled, I can barely see her big front teeth. My tears and sadness vanished instantly when I saw her. "What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Well, I'm a nurse here and a personal secretary of my girlfriend Jeongyeon,"
She answered proudly, I'm not surprise anymore that nayeon and jeongyeon is in a relationship now because ever since we were in the middle school, she's always confessing her love and Jeongyeon always refuses her, though I know Jeongyeon likes her too, it's just that the only thing pushing her back is the annoying side of Nayeon.

"How about you?" Nayeon asked as well, I pointed the door "I'm with her, I asked Jeongyeon to help her overcome her stress," I said to her, Nayeon wiggles her eyebrows while pointing Sana inside the room.

"She's pretty, you really have a nice taste when it comes to choosing your girlfriend, Tzuyu," Nayeon said.

I blushed with that and swallowed heavily before stating "She's not my girlfriend,"

"I don't believe you Tzuyu,"

"I'm telling the truth she's not my Girlfriend, well I like her but..."

"But She doesn't like you back?" Nayeon finished my sentence as she sat beside me.

"Unfortunately yes," I said as I sighed heavily.

"Seriously? She doesn't like you back?! Like c'mon you're a girlfriend material, You're Beautiful, Sexy, Caring, Lovable and most of all you're TZUYU! Everyone likes you, Ugh!" Nayeon said, She couldn't believe that Sana doesn't like me, but she's right.

I think I'm actually a girlfriend material, I have so many suitors but I don't even entertain them, they like me and perceive me in a special way, but why Sana doesn't see what other people see in me?

"Oops! I gotta go, I have a work to do. Nice to see you again Tzu-yaaaa~" Nayeon said and scurried away.

I glanced at the door and saw Sana and Jeongyeon talking, I'm getting impatient waiting for doctor Jeong to finally send me inside and tell me everything was fine, but I can't do anything but to wait until the check up was done.

I sat and furrowed my eyebrows while waiting. Finally moments after, I heard Doctor Jeongyeon calling my name, I immediately went inside and sat while holding Sana's hand, Preparing myself to hear what she has to say.

"So this bruises will be gone after 3 days because I gave her a pill for that, don't worry because those bruises are not symptoms of a serious illness, just a normal bruise from a hitting. She had told me that her ex-girlfriend and her fought, that girl doesn't want her to leave that time but Sana forced to leave and that's the reason why her ex hits her on her arms, Sorry for letting you know about this story Tzuyu." Jeongyeon explained to me, I glanced at Sana who's looking at me.

"It's fine, she wouldn't tell me the truth either, so thanks for telling me," I coldly said, Why does she have to lie about those bruises? I asked her already back at the dorm last week if Chaeyoung did those to her but she lied. Why is she still protecting that stupid girl?! I want to get mad at her but I know she's facing a lot of stress now, so I keep my madness to myself.

I breathe deeply before saying goodbye to Jeongyeon and went outside the hospital, I'm still holding Sana's hand and I'm sure she can feel how my body was shaking in anger.

She tugged my arms before we ride the bus, but I ignored her and continued to get inside the bus and sat in the nearest unoccupied seat. Sana was just next to me. I can see her glancing at me reluctantly, i know she has something to say but my grumpiness is pushing her back.